I'm an atheist, but that's no shock unless you're in my family, but even they're starting to get a clue.
I guess my biggest thing is attempting suicide. I've gotten everything prepared, was just about to pull the trigger (both metaphorically and, a couple of times, literally), and then couldn't. Each time I tried for hours, but I couldn't make myself do it. With the exception of my first trial, I'm not sure why I felt the need to, but I did, and I've never told anyone about it. I did this seven times from fall 2009 to spring 2010 and haven't done it since.
Secondly, I'm borderline transsexual. I'm a guy but, since I was about seven, I've wanted to be a woman, not a man. However, I doesn't see that as a real-world possibility for various reasons that I'm not going to go into since I haven't fully explored them myself, but recently it's been more and more pervasive in my thoughts. This has been my most guarded secret throughout my life, so hitting the post button's gonna be tough.
I'm only 17, so I haven't had any real time to explore this side of myself, but I'm 99% sure of one thing: If I am and I do carry this out (sex change and all that), then I'm a lesbian. I'm attracted to women, almost no matter what. Also, I haven't had a girlfriend since 2009 (hence the first suicide episode).