Vamantha said:
Forgive me if I'm being too nosy, but what is the unresolvable issue that is preventing you?
My personality, my interests and my lack of pecuniary or academic success. I've seen first-hand how manipulative, vindictive and spiteful some women can be when they choose to be. God forbid that you tell these women that you have any sort of interests whatsoever in anything vaguely related to machinery or anything to do with computers beyond turning them on and going to Facebook - apparently, that's the sign of a madman. It seems to me that all that women want is a millionaire Adonis, and I can't claim to be either of those things. I'm just a twenty-two year old loser who won't have a degree until I'm at least twenty-six, and who will always financially struggle because I can't get through an interview with any sort of confidence.
In the middle of all this, I get to hear how amazing and brilliant relationships are supposed to be from people who all seem to be infinitely more successful than I am, even on these gaming sites where I once felt at home, but which have been invaded by
normal people. So, in effect, one of the few places where I expected to be free of the unbearable agony of having to be a loser in a winner's world has been invaded by the people I was trying to avoid. What's next? Should I become a railway enthusiast or something and hope that it doesn't suddenly become fashionable to do that?