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The Hairminator

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Yan had hung his head in shame as Rinus rode past them, dropping the disapproving comment as he did. His conscience was haunting him with guilt, because of the fact that this moment wasn't entirely a moment of sorrow for him. All that disappeared however, flushed away, when he looked at her again. Both Ary and himself had survived.

He let go of her hand, and straightened up, ignoring his inner pain as he did. He reminded himself yet again that this wasn't the time. He needed to find his weapons, and he needed a new horse. He made a promise to himself that his new found feelings wouldn't get in the way of his duties.

He pulled out his knife from the fallen soldier's body. He looked out over the thick of the former battle, the bodies of horse and men alike were scattered on the field. He found Vin, and he sighed with relief as he realized she was already dead. The thought of having to kill her himself had haunted his mind ever since she fell. He found his shield and sword nearby, and set off for the pile of snow where he had dropped his bow.
 

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After hiding out for awhile in the woods in order to keep Orson safe and out of harm's way of the remainder of the battle it looked like it was time that they came out and regrouped with the other soldiers. He had hardly touched Orson for fear of causing even more damage, but he needed help immediately.


With Orson in front again and Weiss with one hand down on Orson to keep him from falling he begins to walk his horse back into the battlefield looking for Rinus. Weiss relized that he was covered in blood not from fighting, but from Orson. . .he needed to hurry but he was afraid to gallop too fast and harm Orson even more than he already was.

He quicklys spots Rinus and the others beggining to regroup. "Don't worry, we will get you help soon" Weiss whispered to Orson and he was unsure of whether he was even concious to hear it anymore. Weiss started over towards the others as fast as he possibly could without risk of injuring Orson anymore and called out to Rinus as he neared them. "Commander!"
 

Lost In The Void

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Felon stood in the middle of what had been the battle. The attackers had been all but routed and now he stood over the corpses of the recent bloodshed. His eyes were shut, trying to block the screams of man and beast that had happened so recently. He felt the sticky sensation of blood upon his close, the after effect of close combat. He wasn't used to that. Archery was so much easier, so much cleaner. It bothered him to see the blood of another man on him. He wondered if only having the proverbial blood on his hands was any better. When he shot someone from a distance it wasn't personal, he didn't have to hear their gasps as they died, their eyes hollowed as they passed into the Void so quickly.

He walked aimlessly around the carnage looking at everything and nothing. He shed tears for the fallen, what a waste this all was, war, greed and lust for power did nothing but destroy men. He knew this first hand when he had lost his wife and son. He still felt empty, he had lost his own soul when they died and now all he felt was a numbness when he thought about it.

And Anger. He sank to the ground defeating himself and finally screamed to the Gods from where he sat. It was a haunting yell, one from a man who had nothing anymore. It even chilled him as he heard the cry of a dead man walking. There he sat waiting for the Gods to respond...
He continued to shut his eyes
 

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Aryana released Yan's hand from hers and slunk away from Rinus, she walked upright but her mind was filled with shame. When Yan kissed her she knew it wasn't right, she knew they would get in trouble from Rinus but it seemed at the time to them that nothing else mattered. But now the battle is over and the notion that some of her comrades lost their lives because of her ignorance became very real. A small lump formed in her throat but she swallowed it away, now was not the time to let her emotions take hold of her.

She hovered over the bodies of the men she had slain with arrows, hoping she could salvage an arrow or two she bent down and began slowly pulling out arrows, trying to avoid eye contact with Rinus as she moved from body to body.
 

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"Why do you call to the Gods? Even when it is so obvious they have forsaken this frozen land?" Dekres asks the man on the ground.

"Or do you still cling to a slight hope..that perhaps they will return and return this place to it's former beauty?" he asks again, stabbing his pike into the ground so he can rub his hands together. A light cut along his face gently drips blood, several scraps and dents in his armour mark other potential injuries.

Writer block sucks assss. But I'm attempting to work through it, sorry for taking so long for such a small post >.> And he's talking to Felon, just in case it wasn't 100% clear.
 

Lost In The Void

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Felon whispered a prayer for strength and stood up, "Because in times like this, men and beast fall, humanity is seen at its worst and we look towards our annihilation, it is nice to believe someone is watching you while you do it, when you can see your wife and child's eyes on you, it gives you the drive to survive."
 

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A heavy sigh escaped Dasin's lungs as he sat atop his horse, a blood stained axe dangling from his side in the breeze, crimson droplets falling off the weapon and onto his grieves. He was, in all senses of the word, disappointed by the recent battle, not that it had occurred, but that it so easy to survive. Dasin hadn't once found himself in a situation where his life had truly been threatened, which would have made him enjoy the conflict much more. Not to mention the lack of fighting alongside that big fellow upset him, as he was looking forward to seeing him in action, and wished to bond with him to a certain extent, too.

Speaking of that over-sized bastard, where the fuck was he?
 

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Rinus looked darkly at the limp forms of Seiben and Orson, slumped on the saddle's of their comrades. They had already lost Krin; now it appeared they would lose two more. The mountains would be neither merciful nor kind.

"Let's go!" the captain barked hoarsely, the bitter cold straining his voice. "Ravius and Io, ride ahead of us."

The band of soldiers solemnly and quickly departed, leaving the bloody field behind them. The two chosen roe ahead to find the villagers while the others followed behind, slowed by the soldiers who now had to trudge on foot. The wind howled stronger than ever, a torturous lament against their ears, and an oppressing blanket of snow descended to wrap the world in whiteness.

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It took them nearly an hour of uphill plodding to catch up with the villagers, who had wisely continued their flight without pause. Few words were spoken, but the relief was felt in the air. The first encounter with the enemy had been successful, for the most part. The majority of them had survived.

Rinus would allow no stops until nightfall, however tired they all may be, and so the soldiers simply took their positions around the caravan and continued their march, weaving deeper and deeper into the mountains. Visibility was terrible; almost as bad as it had been the day they left Highburn; but Shilas knew the way and guided them well. For now they were all in the woodmen's hands.

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"Damnit." Iemben spat for what seemed like the hundredth time. His hands and arms were covered in blood, his frozen fingers grasping numbly at the intricate tools he was using on his patient's innards. He wife sat nearby, holding warm towels and attempting to steady her husbands movements. Orson lay in front of the doctor, wrapped in layers of cloth and fur, mumbling softly now and then in his delirious state of shock.

A small space in one of the carts had been cleared for the doctor to work on the two mortally wounded men. Seiben lay nearby, groaning and biting his lip with each lurch of the wagon. There had not been much the doctor could do besides seal the entrance point and hope for the best; that man's future was uncertain.

Orson, however, required much more strenuous lengths to be taken. The pike had ravaged his flesh and torn his innards; even now Iemben was having to figure out what went where and stitch it back together. A short length of intestine which simply had to be taken out lay gruesomely on the wood nearby. The bleeding had been profuse, and was the primary factor attributing to Orson's state of mind. The loss of blood would kill him if nothing else did.

"Damnit!" the doctor cursed again, fighting to keep his hand steady as the cart leaped over a stone. Beni quickly darted in and pressed a rag against the soldier's wound to stop a new bout of bleeding.
 

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"Exposing your loved ones to death...that is what gives you the strength to survive?" Dekres asks, pulling his pike from the snow before reattaching it to the strap across his back.

"Or do you mean in the sense of their spirits watching over you?"
 

The Hairminator

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Yan rode along the caravan, enclosed in his own thoughts. His new horse was dark and smaller, but it appeared to be strong, and it followed Yan's command. He wondered if the man who had owned it before him had loved it as much as Yan had loved his own mare.

A moan of pain coming from the temporary field hospital disrupted his thoughts, and immediately guilt invaded his senses. It was his fault. It had been irresponsible, bordering betrayal, to have kissed her in the midst of battle, no matter how afraid he had been of losing her. Yet when he watched her riding ahead of him he couldn't help but feel some kind of joy. Happiness that they were both alive, happiness that she returned his feelings.

He also felt fear. Fear for what seemed to be their inevitable doom in these mountains. If the gods existed, Yan was certain their eyes were for the moment set on the miserable caravan heading through the mountains, toying with them, and laughing as they did.
 

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Ochrem trudged along beside the makeshift medical tent, wincing every time he heard the wagon lurch or the doctor swear. The old man had stayed by his grandson's side as long as he could, offering his blankets and his bag of herbal medicines, until he had been forced to leave for crowding the area.

Now, as the wind bit his skin and he walked on long-numbed feet, he simply prayed. Please, please don't take Orson yet. I beg of you. He's too young yet, he can live and fight again. He deserves to see the more than just these mountains . . . And he kept chanting away, the occasional tear running down his rough face to frost against his skin.
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Inside the wagon, Orson's empty bliss had long left him. With the relative warmth of the blankets and the loss of his armor and finally being off of horseback, he was subject to all the demons and phantoms of his mind.

He was laying down on his back, the warmth of the sun falling upon his body. It was finally summer, and not the mild, wet summer of the mountains. It was the real hot, green summer of the plains to the south. A warm breeze touched his skin, and he heard a distant voice.

"Orson"

Sitting up and looking around, he saw nothing but grass and flat land all around him.

"Orson, are you going to sit still, or are you going to run off in the middle of a story again?"

It was closer this time, and he whipped around trying to find it's source. He knew the voice. "Grandpa?"

"Good, now this is a story about a mission I was sent on down south. A long time ago, before you were born. We were being sent to uncover a group of thieves who were taking things from a village."

He recognized the story, and as his grandfather's voice narrated the world changed around Orson. People started to appear around him. The other soldiers in his team, filling in the roles of his grandfather's comrades.

"Now we could see the little base they had set up. It was just a couple tents and some wagons, so we didn't think much of it when we approached. But they could see us just as easily as we could see them, and they had a plan."

The camp filled in in front of him, as if it had been there the whole time. The other soldiers readied their weapons and Orson did the same.

"What happened was, by the time we got to their camp, they had already sent a crew around to the side where we couldn't see. So the three in the camp surrendered, and while we were busy preparing them to take them in, the rest caught us by surprise."

A man let out a battlecry nearby and a group of five men rushed the soldiers brandishing swords and spears. It was a very short battle, with all the thieves defeated in about a minute.

"But we defended ourselves from the fools. However, we didn't leave unscathed. One of my teammates was badly injured."

Orson saw a man laying on the ground, bleeding profusely, and rushed over. As he knelt next to him, his breath caught as he beheld a mirror image of himself in the man. He froze and stared in shock, before he was jostled by a strong hand on his shoulder pulling him back.

He looked up to see Rinus, holding him back and looking sadly down at the fallen soldier. "He won't make it."


The delirious man moaned and shifted his body slightly, murmuring quietly. [small]"ugh . . . n-no . . . yer wrong."[/small]
 

Lost In The Void

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Felon looked at the man, "My family hasn't been on this Earth in many years," he got to his feet, looking at the rest of the group headed towards the camp, "Come," he said, "The others await us."

Emma saw the rest of the group return the camp, she was heartened to see the enemy had been driven off, but the cries of family and friends of the dead brought a sudden realization that the victory had come at an insane cost. She glanced the returning soldiers for Felon, why she hunted for only him confused her but she needed to know that he was ok. He hadn't returned with the rest of the group. A lump began to form in her throat as she expected the worst.
 

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The awful day eventually came to an end as the harsh world around them gradually faded from white to black, signalling the descent of the sun somewhere far ahead. Rinus called for a halt, much to the relief of villager and soldier alike. The horrors of battle long since buried beneath hundreds of stamping feet, all they wanted to do now was rest.

"Get some sleep while you can. We leave at first light!" he said wearily, dismounting from his own horse and leading it to a nearby trunk.

The caravan had come to a stop amid a thick stand of pine trees, as Shilas had advised. The closeness of the trees would keep their bodies warm, and shield them from prying eyes. It would also conceal their fires, which was a godsend. There would be hot food and warmed blankets tonight.

The villagers moved about and began setting up their small shelters and fires, gathering into groups and huddling close. A few voices were heard here and there but they were mostly quiet, fixed upon more important tasks, like food. Soon enough the smell of meat and potatoes was wafting through the campsite, mixing aromatically with the scent of conifer sap.

Weaving in and out through the pine needles and spindly branches, Rinus made his way to the edge of the thicket where Shilas and Buyir stood, keeping watch over the open darkness and blinding snow without.

"So, where are we?" the captain asked, staring at the darkness.

Shilas rolled his tongue around in his mouth a few times before answering. "About a dozen miles in."

"Anything in particular?"

"Lem's Peak is to the north of us. That's the "first" mountain, the one farthest eastward. It's the one you can see from Highburn real well. The valley we're in right now s' a pretty big one. We can follow it about thirty miles into these mountains without much trouble."

"Is there a river?"

"Aye. Drops over a waterfall at the valley's head and goes all the way down to join the Icewillow south of Highburn."

"So we follow the river west until we reach the head of the valley?"

"Aye."

"What then?"

Shilas looked at Rinus sharply and then looked away, remaining silent for a long while before finally speaking. His voice held a mix of apprehension and adventurous delight. "I don't know."

"You don't know what's over the falls?" Rinus asked in a demanding tone, turning to face the woodsman. Shilas was unperturbed save for a small twitch of the shoulder.

"Like I said before, we don't go very far in here." he answered calmly. "Righteous Valley is the deepest valley we hunt in, and we don't go no farther than the falls. S' not safe beyond that."

"Fine." Rinus replied in exasperation. He knew there was no use wishing that these hunters had more knowledge of the area; wishing wouldn't make it happen. He'd either work with what he had or not work at all. Shilas' aloof attitude was grinding on him though. Aftera few minutes of standing in the cold and staring at the dark, he spoke again.

"Someone mentioned Highburn used to be a mining town."

"Aye."

"Where are the mines?"

Shilas let out an easily audible breath at that question, almost like a whistle. He squared his shoulders and wrapped his cloak tighter around himself, as if the subject would make him catch cold. He once again took a very long time to answer, apparently having to gather his thoughts. When he finally did speak, it was with reluctance.

"They're, well... they're all over. The mountains are riddles with old mine tunnels, or at least the Eastern Half."

"Eastern Half?" Rinus perked his ears at this, turning to face Shilas once again.

"Eh, it's not really a true half, but yea, the eastern part of the mountains." the hunter replied with a shrug. "Everything this side of the center Ridgeline."

Rinus raised his eyebrows at that. "I thought you said that the villagers never ventured farther than Righteous Valley?"

"We don't. There are stories though, and records of course. I think there are even maps of these mountains somewhere. Anyways, as the grapevine has it there is one big ridge that runs all the way down the length of the mountains. Called the Teeth, or the Claws, or somethin' like that."

"And that divides the mountains in half?"

"It's not really half; the Eastern side is actually a lot bigger; but you get the picture. The Teeth are supposedly so high and jagged it's impossible to climb over them."

"Wonderful. So where are these mines?" Rinus tugged his own cloak closer to himself, blocking out the wind. He felt suddenly very tired, and was growing weary of the conversation. All he want to know was where the mines were.

"All over, like I said. A big network, really, though nobody really knows the layout anymore. Most of em' got abandoned a hundred years ago."

"Are there any near here?"

"Well, yea... there's a few entrances left in the valley."

"Useful?" Rinus kept his last question to one word, as he was tired of talking. The Hunter certainly knew how to make a conversation into a session. Even now he was enacting another one of his lengthy pauses, as if the question had caught him off guard or struck a nerve. It would drive the captain insane of he had to put up with it much longer.

"Well..." Shilas said at length, "no, no I wouldn't say so."

"Why not."

"Listen, most of them mines have been abandoned for generations. The last one shut down near forty years ago. They weren't safe then and they aren't safe now, all collapsed and flooded as they are. It's just not a good idea to set foot in any of those old tunnels. Stick to sky and snow, an' we should be alright."

Rinus nodded curtly, then turned and left, disappearing back into the trees. Shilas and Buyir continued to stand there, staring off into the darkness and wind.

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Back in camp, the air held a quiet calm, a brief and unsteady serenity. Fires crackled here and there in little hidden alcoves, surrounded by leather tarps to trap the heat. Everywhere stood the pine trees, their needles brushing against each other and the cloth-swaddles forms of people who shuffled back and forth between the tiny pockets of light.

In one such alcove was the doctor, busily treating the wounded. There had been very few injuries among the villagers; a sprained ankle here,a bruise there; most of them simply needed some hot soup to ease their worries. The soldiers, however, had some very real hurts, all of which Iemben insisted on treating right away. He was currently dressing one of Samuel's larger cuts.

Seiben and Orson lay close by, their bodies warmed by the fire. Seiben was awake but in a lot of pain; Orson was still unconscious. His wounds had been severe, but the good doctor had managed to seal them up. Now it was just a question of time.

"Ah, captain!" Iemben quietly exclaimed as Rinus emerged from the foliage into the clinic's little ring of light.

"I don't need healing, doctor." Rinus said gruffly, sitting down next to the warm flames. "Just gimme some meat."

"They're cooking some venison over there." Iemben said, poking a thumb towards one of the other fires, partially visible through the dense conifers. "I really should take a look at those..."

"Not right now." Rinus replied promptly, his mind already on the tender meat in store. Getting to his feet, the captain shuffled off through the trees, towards the fire Iemben had indicated. Upon arrival he found two of the newcomers, Dekres and Weiss, sitting by the flames, chewing happily on juicy cuts of steak. He smiled for a moment in the darkness, then put on his business face before emerging into the light of the fire.

"New guys, you're on first watch. Go replace Shilas and Buyir."

He pointed in the direction he wanted them to go and then sat down, plucking a hunk of venison off the fire.
 

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Aryana leaned against one of the large, thick trunks of a pine tree, he journal sat in her hands, she wanted to reflect on the day but the words just wouldn't come out on the page. Oddly enough the thoughts that distracted her from being able to write about the days events were the events themselves. She kept playing the kiss through in her head, sure it was nice but what about the ramifications? Yan and her should have been in the battle, they should have been there for Krin, fighting alongside him so his life would not have been lost. But they were not, instead they were embracing in an immature and almost childlike kiss, a kiss that was so wrong, yet above all else felt so right.

Aryana was waiting, almost fearing the reprimanding from Rinus. She knew it was coming, to do something as foolish as kissing in the middle of a battle Rinus would be stupid and almost appear weak if he didn't punish them. Aryana sighed, she just wanted to get it over with if nothing else.
 

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After several hours of being harassed by his dreams, Orson found his mind calming down. Surely the facts that his wound had been repaired and he was now laying still by the fire were major factors in it.

His mind finally cleared up and he became aware of the heat on one side of him. Then the light registered as it filtered through his eyelids, then the crackling of the wood and the murmured discussions around him met his ears.

He took in a deep breath, then attempted to roll over to face the fire. At the motion, pain lanced out of his stomach area and radiated to his whole body. His back settled down flat again and he clutched his torso, moaning in pain.

After several agonizing seconds the pain faded away and he cracked his eyes open. He was looking up at a leather 'roof' that was flickering with the light of the fire. Beni, upon hearing his voice, came over holding a cup of water.

"Try not to move too much. We got you sticked up well so you'll be stiff, but you lost a lot of blood. You're going to have to go easy on yourself until you gain your strength back." He spotted a bit of regret in her eyes, as if she didn't expect him to survive long enough to recover fully. She gently lifted his head up and held the cup to his lips, giving him a long drink before setting him down again.

He lay there and breathed slowly for several minutes, searching his mind to remember what happened. Flashes of adrenaline-tainted memories started to surge though his mind; so many kills. Then, as he remembered his horse descending onto the pike his eyes snapped shut and he put a hand over the newly stitched wound.

With a groan he propped himself up on an elbow, frowning at the motion. He looked down, feeling down his fabric-wrapped torso under the furs that covered his naked form. With gentle pressure, he could feel the edges of the wound. It seemed to be about equal to the width of his hand in length and hooked in toward his center at the top.

A sudden feeling of dread filled him as he thought of not being able to walk, or fight, for a long time. Would he be stuck on a wagon? Or left behind? He laid back and took a deep breath, feeling panic start to grip him. No, you aren't going to be left behind. You're going to get back on your feet as fast as you can, and even if you can't fight you can still help along.
 

The Hairminator

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Shame and guilt consumed Yan's mind. Fear of Rinus, who in Yan's head watched him with disappointment and contempt, the others talking behind their backs, preparing plans for revenge. If Yan could, he would have turned back time, and undone what he had done, he would have saved it for another time. He knew the possible consequences when he kissed her, but there and then it hadn't mattered.

Then, when he laid eyes on her, leaning up against a tree and writing in her journal, it all went away. Yet again, she was the only thing that mattered.

He put down the firewood he had helped some of the villagers gather, and walked over to her. Her cheeks were red from the cold, and the vapor from her breath was just barely visible in the last dying rays of the sun. Seeing her like this awoke the desire in Yan yet again. Yet again he restrained himself. He extended his hand, to help her up.

"It will be dark soon." The words were primarily meant to make sure she would be with him and not too far from the camp when darkness came, but they also had a more subtle and taunting meaning to them, seen in the context of two newfound lovers. He grinned slyly, awaiting her reaction.
 

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Emma watched the snow covered wastelands looking for any sign of Felon. Her skin tingled against the cold wind. She squinted as she saw a man walking towards the camp. She perked up as the form cast off his cloak as he approached the fire to warm himself. She walked towards him and looked at him for a second. He felt her eyes drawn upon him and he turned around to meet her eyes. She didn?t know what to say, why she was drawn to him, but she couldn?t keep her eyes off of him. He looked at her, recognizing her slowly and smiled grimly.

She finally found his tongue and spoke, ?I thought you were amongst the dead.?

He answered grimly, ?No I am not, one of the few that manage to continue the path of life. I am glad to see that you are unharmed as well. This is why we fight.?

She saw a gash across the cheek of the soldier and her hand instinctively followed to the wound, softly caressing it, ?You should get this checked, it looks horrible. You don?t want it to get infected.?

?Leave it,? he said, brushing aside the caring hand of the woman, ?Let it be the tribute to the dead. I can?t take away the doctors from those that actually need it.?

Emma smiled again, ?Then let me at least wash it out, clean your wounds for you. You can?t serve your troops and help those in need if you?re sick and weak from the chills.?

Felon looked at the eager woman, her eyes sparkled much like Katrina?s used to. He couldn?t say no to her. He offered his hand to her and she guided him to her tent. There was a fire already built that she used to melt some of the snow to a hot enough temperature to slowly soak his face. The wound was cleaned soon. She smiled as she caressed his moist skin, ?How do you feel??

The heat was intoxicating and both of them were losing themselves to the heat and the passion. She felt him close and soon they embraced and fell into the back of the tent in a bundle of emotions. Both didn?t know what they felt, but they were going with it regardless. Soon he was lying on his back while she rose upon him. She ran her hand across his chest and he sighed happily. He soon the emotions that he hadn?t felt since Katrina?s death and he pushed her away, ?I?m sorry, I can?t do it, I can?t do this to the memories I still have.?
She looked at him for a second, tears brimming in her eyes. He stood up and began to redress, looking at her in a sad way, ?Really I wish I could, but not yet.?

She cried openly, she finally understood why she was attracted to him. He was selfless, broken and wished to never taint those around him and she loved that about him. She didn?t want to let him go, but for how, he wouldn?t let her enter his thoughts and emotions. It hurt her to do so but she had to wait and she quietly sobbed as he left her tent.
 

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Aryana smiled as Yan helped her up, despite the seemingly happy look on her face, upon closer reflection you would see a slight quiver in her lip. Yan was tearing her apart inside, she felt truly happy when she was with him yet the emotional strain that was laid upon her after Krin died was crushing that joy. Aryana wrapped her arms around Yan's back and rested her head on his shoulder, her lips almost pressed against his neck,

"Krin was my dear friend, he was a gentle and honest man and its my fault he died, we foolishly embraced when I should have been fighting along side him. I have failed as a soldier and even worse as a person, I'm nothing but a selfish person who causes the deaths of her friends and comrades." as the sun slowly crept behind the great mountains, the golden rays began to blur. Aryana's eyes had welled up with tears, she was so filled with self hatred and regret she almost felt dirty being even near Yan, "I... I don't know how I feel Yan but I cannot be with you right now, its just not right."

Aryana gripped Yan's chin and slowly turned his head, shutting her eyes she softly pressed her lips against his. She wanted nothing more than to stay that way for ever, if only kissing Yan could make her forget, but it could not. Pulling away much sooner than she wanted to, Aryana slowly walked away from Yan, her soft hand rubbed against his rough face as she slowly walked toward the camp. A soft sobbing made it clear she could not be there with him.
 

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"Ary, I..." Yan stuttered. Tears started falling from his eyes as she walked away. It was clear that Aryana took Krin's death personally, and was convinced they could have stopped it, if it hadn't been for their foolish confirmation of love on the battlefield. As this thought gained a foothold in Yan as well, he started to feel sick. They couldn't have known. They couldn't have helped.

His body ached after her warmth and touch as she walked, and he unwillingly took a few steps after her before managing to stop himself. "But I love you!" he cried out after her, with grief and desperation in his voice.
 

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Aryana stopped walking, she slowly began to look at Yan but quickly looked forward once more. The urge to turn around and embrace Yan was strong, she wanted to hold him, she wanted to kiss and even make love to him but all the while she knew thoughts of Krin would be swirling around in her mind, thoughts that made her feel horrible and dirty. Aryana blankly stared forward, knowing she could not turn and look at Yan the cold harsh wind bit at her slightly opened lips, not knowing where to go she stood for a couple moments.

Suddenly she started shaking her head, it was as if she was hit with a sudden realization: could she ever be with the one she loved? Will the guilt of Krin's death forever hover over her head and prevent her from being with the man whom she felt so strongly about?

With a heavy sob she took off into a light run, she didn't know where to go and due to her eyes being filled with tears she didn't know where she was going but she knew staying around Yan would only make her feel more torn.