"Don't dwell on it. Forget and move on."
"Tch, I'll try." Etna muttered as she clambered back into the van and took a seat. Hopefully, with some sleep, she would be able to bury that experience. However, she still held the knife - a tangible reminder of the torture. But what of it? She was only following orders, right? Besides, Etna had taken no pleasure at all in the act. However, she had still tortured Teshub in cool blood. Damn it, her mind was like a seesaw. A seesaw that had even tipped towards the Nuremberg Defense, still that couldn't really be applied or mocked in the context of gods. Yes, she had been forced to do it by a being far more powerful than herself. Moreover, it wasn't like anything she and the group so far was particularly moral. It was kinda stupid worrying about such things.
Wasn't it?
Settled on that, Etna finally managed to fall asleep. Little did she know that she wouldn't escape so easily from that dilemma...
Etna tossed and turned in her seat. Nevertheless, that soon stopped and sweet, dreamless sleep embraced her.
"Tch, I'll try." Etna muttered as she clambered back into the van and took a seat. Hopefully, with some sleep, she would be able to bury that experience. However, she still held the knife - a tangible reminder of the torture. But what of it? She was only following orders, right? Besides, Etna had taken no pleasure at all in the act. However, she had still tortured Teshub in cool blood. Damn it, her mind was like a seesaw. A seesaw that had even tipped towards the Nuremberg Defense, still that couldn't really be applied or mocked in the context of gods. Yes, she had been forced to do it by a being far more powerful than herself. Moreover, it wasn't like anything she and the group so far was particularly moral. It was kinda stupid worrying about such things.
Wasn't it?
Settled on that, Etna finally managed to fall asleep. Little did she know that she wouldn't escape so easily from that dilemma...
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The crows never stopped cawing, the rain never stopped pouring, and the clouds had never looked so forboding. Timid footsteps made deep impressions in the mud. Somehow she knew that a great battle had taken place here. Maybe it was the never-ending cries of the crows, or the stench of death, or was that song?
"...An evil time!
Son will deceive his father,
Daughter will deceive her mother."
Lightning flashed and thunder roared and with a flicker, then she knew the place was Magh Tuireadh - place of pillars and great battles. Etna caught a raindrop on her hand, it was red. No, it was ablaze. But the fire somehow didn't burn her; as if to mock her surprise, the crow decided to caw some more. Neverending. Neverending.
A figure in black approached her, wailing as she walked. Suddenly without warning, the woman in black stabbed her in the eye, with that same banshee dagger Etna had been given. That fizzled and burned as well.
"What. Are. You. Doing?"
"Wha--? Nothing, nothing."
Unstatisfed with Etna's answer, the woman in black took the other eye. It was a shame; the crows were so disappointed with the eyeball's fiery death, that would have been a tasty meal. Now blinded, Etna reached out for anything and everything, desperate to know who this terrible person was.
"How are you doing it?" The woman in black leant forward and whispered in a softer tone, "I see, I see. Yes! Let the crows be your eyes."
"How can you...?" Etna whispered. Tiny dots of light quickly melded into one giant field of vision. She could feel them - their hunger, their desire for carrion; in fact, in their view, Etna looked like a very tasty snack indeed. Her body was covered in blood, surely she would bleed to death.
"Don't you see? You're finished, finished."
Yes, she saw. Etna saw so much, even the face of her attacker. The woman in black's mouth was curled up in a twisted smile and her eyes looked on greedily at Etna's suffering. But despite her warped face, Etna could easily recognise it and she let out a wail of her own. It almost exactly matched that of the woman in black.
"There's nothing more to do, I think we shall end this, mise."
With a flick of the woman in black's wrist, the crows descended upon Etna. She could feel the pecks of their sharp beaks through them and herself. It was a strange feeling, probably the closest a person could even come to eating themselves. And with one final peck the dream was over.
"...An evil time!
Son will deceive his father,
Daughter will deceive her mother."
Lightning flashed and thunder roared and with a flicker, then she knew the place was Magh Tuireadh - place of pillars and great battles. Etna caught a raindrop on her hand, it was red. No, it was ablaze. But the fire somehow didn't burn her; as if to mock her surprise, the crow decided to caw some more. Neverending. Neverending.
A figure in black approached her, wailing as she walked. Suddenly without warning, the woman in black stabbed her in the eye, with that same banshee dagger Etna had been given. That fizzled and burned as well.
"What. Are. You. Doing?"
"Wha--? Nothing, nothing."
Unstatisfed with Etna's answer, the woman in black took the other eye. It was a shame; the crows were so disappointed with the eyeball's fiery death, that would have been a tasty meal. Now blinded, Etna reached out for anything and everything, desperate to know who this terrible person was.
"How are you doing it?" The woman in black leant forward and whispered in a softer tone, "I see, I see. Yes! Let the crows be your eyes."
"How can you...?" Etna whispered. Tiny dots of light quickly melded into one giant field of vision. She could feel them - their hunger, their desire for carrion; in fact, in their view, Etna looked like a very tasty snack indeed. Her body was covered in blood, surely she would bleed to death.
"Don't you see? You're finished, finished."
Yes, she saw. Etna saw so much, even the face of her attacker. The woman in black's mouth was curled up in a twisted smile and her eyes looked on greedily at Etna's suffering. But despite her warped face, Etna could easily recognise it and she let out a wail of her own. It almost exactly matched that of the woman in black.
"There's nothing more to do, I think we shall end this, mise."
With a flick of the woman in black's wrist, the crows descended upon Etna. She could feel the pecks of their sharp beaks through them and herself. It was a strange feeling, probably the closest a person could even come to eating themselves. And with one final peck the dream was over.
Etna tossed and turned in her seat. Nevertheless, that soon stopped and sweet, dreamless sleep embraced her.