It took the convincement of all six of Klau's comrades to escort him back to his quarters, his fingers white from clenched fists, keeping his mouth shut with fury, knowing that if he opened it, it would inextricably open his rage as well.
Benz and Fred still holding him by the arms, let go in a similar motion to let him loose beside his bunk as the rest of them followed into the quarters, the last man closing the door. Immidiately Klau let out an agonized shout of frustration, punching a post of his bunk making a small dent and a crack sound from his middle finger's knuckle.
"
I KNOW YOU'RE LISTENING, LUCY! That bloody visage of personality or emotion is still something somebody had to make for you! You can only be as condescending as someone told you to be, and bloody well it's endangering people's health so you'd better cut it out! You're only as human as a or a landspeeder or a pulley!" Klau sat down, breathing heavily, only then noticing a rather sharp pain in his right hand.
"Oskar Neuveicht Clohmur, calm yourself." said Benz calmly. "Breathe in," (he inhaled) "Breathe out." Klau heeded and breathed inunision as he said, them both relaxing in a way that Benz had done so many times before.
"
Forty-seven percent. Forty-seven! Acceptance for this isn't grace, it's an insult. The Elite Corps have a pass mark of ninety-six! Why did I order the attack on the cruiser? Stupid, stupid!"
"Captain,
Klau, we just came from the Obari Commissions. The counter-raids on their cruisers was like shooting bits of dried crackers. We got used to those rustbucket Cruisers being capable targets. It's not Rookie, it's conditioning. Those raids lasted months, we got used to seeing them in our recticles." said Erri, the gunner of the Fayden. Klau sighed, looking at his hand and despondent still at the results of his efforts.
"
..I hate to lose."
"And something that puts you head over your heels above everyone else is that you don't blame others but try to figure out what you did wrong. The problem is that in doing so you usually hurt yourself or somebody else." half-chortled Fred. Klau sat, starting to feel his hand with the other, noting a bruise. He said nothing, then looking at his compatriots. They all looked back with the same expression of trust and brotherhood on them.
"This really reminds me of that time that you built that sled out of spare paneling and tried to slide it down the stairs at McCowell International." said Benz to Quarree, remembering and chuckling.
"Somehow you convinced me it was a good idea, and that's why I did it. Man, that was so sketchy-"
"..No,
You convinced
Me. And then you ended up in the brig for
two days for
Civil Irresponsibility and
Public Stupidity."
"Oh yeah, so that's how you got that Service Record of your marred." said Wyle.
The agravvated heat of the moment faded into the warmth of laughter and friendship within moments, restoring a moments peace...
_ _ _
Klau laughed as Erri finished his story.
"
Yeah, well, I guess that's how it's done in Verro when there's no one else around. Psheesh, let's get it back together. Lucy, we're ready to make a jump."