Chairman Miaow said:
If given the order, and the circumstances were exactly the same, could you have done it?
Absolutely.
BUT: I worked in NBC Warfare at the end of the Cold War. Hiroshima and Nagasaki was like two drunks brawling in an alley compared to the battleplans then, and I would have done my job back then.
Would you have felt it was needed?
Not my decision. If it wasn't an illegal order, if the confirmations went through, if it was that time, whether or not it was needed would not be my concern.
Whether or not I hit the target correctly would be.
Again: Not my concern. As long as it was strak down the line, justification are for those who want to feel good about what they did, not for me.
If I did it, it meant that everything was already flying. Everything was in the air, closer targets had already been hit, and the people NATO was formed to protect were being turned to radioactive dust. Guilt would had nothing to do with it.
I wouldn't live for another hour. But it wasn't the point.
If I was on the Enola Gay? Absolutely. Better I do this than the war kill millions more, devastate Japan far far far worse than two atomic hits would do.
I wouldn't feel guilty.
But I wouldn't brag about it either.
I wouldn't have to.
IF I did survive? Then yes.
The Enola Gay criteria? Absolutely.
Would I wake up every night screaming? I'd like to say so.
EDIT: Part of the criteria for target selection was "The target was larger than 3 miles (4.8 km) in diameter and was an important target in a large urban area." so they intentionally chose a target which would cause a great number of civilian casualties. I cannot understand why they didn't target exclusively military bases, the message of power would have been understood regardless.
I can. And no, it wouldn't have.
This was about showing not only the ruling powers that the war was over, but showing the Japanese people (and some rather thick headed people in power that insisted that Japan could still win, or wanted to go down with their hands locked around the US's throat) that NOTHING could protect them from this.
Target selection for nuclear weapon is VERY clear.
It was meant to show the ruling body that it was OVER. There was no way to justify fighting any longer. That the US was ready to take this to the hilt.
That the Allies could kill every living thing in Japan and there wasn't JACK that the Japanese people or government could do about it.
In war you break the enemies ability and will to fight.
Their ability to do anything more than last minute attrition had already been proven, and everyone knew it. The Japanese government KNEW they couldn't win, but still had armed the populace, dug in everywhere, and were ready to force the Allies to take it foot by bloody foot.
The Japanese people were ready to help. (I had a book of survivor stories from Hiroshima, a required reading for my old job, that the first part talked about training to kill Allied soldiers. From the point of view of a 13 year old girl. Her last ditch plan, once she had fired off her 22 bullets, was to blow up one last medic with a grenade because she knew that American weakness would lure a medic to her.) Imagine the horror stories you hear about civilian involvement in other wars. That would have happened. Again.
A military target strike would have been acceptable losses to the Japanese people. That's just the price of doing business.
Showing the population that we'd moved from standard conventional bombing into a whole new realm of weaponry and it was time for them to get their leaders to understand that it was over was a very valid tactic.
Those two bombs broke the Japanese people's will to fight, in general.
So would I have felt guilty?
Not one damn bit.
EDIT: But I'm a monster. So there's that. Don't worry, I'm perfectly aware of that fact. But I watched the films taken right after the hits, the films of testings, read and watched survivor interviews that occurred right afterwards. I don't view nuclear weapons as anything but a terrible solution to a terrible situation that will have terrible repercussions. The launching or utilization of a nuclear weapon is not something that ANYONE with the slightest bit of sanity wants to do. It's a horrible thing to be faced with, and knowing that you might be asked to kill thousands of people is a terrible thing. But I was trained to do it.
And I would have.
So I'm a monster. I volunteered to be transformed from a teenager who wrote really really bad poetry into something that could use NBC weapons without flinching. I volunteered to be driven insane because it was an insane time (MAD). I can live with that.