Dang OP, that airsoft team looks awesome, wished I could do things like that.
Anyway, I had a lot of dreams. Shitloads, honestly, I've always been a dreamer. The only dream I actually chased, was my dream of becoming a scientist. Not in the ultimate way (becoming an astronaut), but a scientist nonetheless, namely a bio-informaticus. If I would've completed my Bachelor in Bio-Informatics, I would've been able to help research cancer drugs, work on the evolutionary theory, unravel biological secrets. It really had a lot of possibilities. But alas, as with everything worthwhile I try, I failed miserably.
I only have one dream left now, that is finding real love, but I don't dare chasing it in fear of failure. I don't know how anyway. There is one girl but...it's a difficult situation with her, I don't know. I don't know what will happen, all I know is that that dream will fail, I will truly have nothing to live for. My greatest fear is dying all alone.
xtreme_phoenix said:
but Jack Thompson has already threatened to prosecute me, so I guess that's a start if I want to work at rockstar. (That is not in any way a joke. it actually happened.)
You have peaked my interest, please do go on *listens carefully*