Honestly? I'm feeling scared, excited, worried, anxious, nervous, and a lot of other words that boil down to 'anticipation'. I have a lot of life left to live, and I'm eager to get right to it. But people older than me left right 'n centre keep trying to tell me it's (horrible/not that great/depressing) etc. They're determined to not let me enjoy my future years.
Fuck that shit. If your lives are crap, too bad. I'd like to live mine please.
But right now, I'm just tired. And lonely. That one's kind of passive, I'm usually lonely. I'm also a little thirsty, so I might have a little Coke.