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Resigned to not doing well in my finals [again..], but happy because I realized that I don't really need to. Also a bit sad because I hadn't realized that my social skills had died during the last two years, and I'm having a hard time finding company. other than that, tired. Just finished working out and I'm going to sleep in a few minutes. A solid 5/10, in other words.
I'm a mixture of pissed off and something else. I'm not really sure how to sum it up but I have recently found out via various reactions to global events and politics that most of my friends are a lot dumber than I thought, and I really don't know how to deal with it.
I would say dumb, there are things that are fine to have different opinions on but people still claiming Obama's Birth certificate is fake and saying Osama isn't dead is a bit much for me. I dunno I'm trying not to be arrogant about the whole thing.believer258 said:
Let's see, an honest answer to this question, this may be a first for me.
Honestly, drained. It's finals week, I just got back home from a final, and I certainly didn't sleep very well before it. Other than that, kinda irked too, as it appears that I have run out of rum and am currently too drained and lazy to go get any more.
But, life is good. No more homework, I get to surf around YT and here for the rest of the day, and a nap is starting to sound like a really good idea.
Honestly, drained. It's finals week, I just got back home from a final, and I certainly didn't sleep very well before it. Other than that, kinda irked too, as it appears that I have run out of rum and am currently too drained and lazy to go get any more.
But, life is good. No more homework, I get to surf around YT and here for the rest of the day, and a nap is starting to sound like a really good idea.
so 23:34 here, i am about to go to bed and feel strangely relaxed.
i just talked to my sister while setting up my new coffee machine and now i only have to swirl around in my chair to get fresh coffee. this will make my room a so much better environment for learning.
i just talked to my sister while setting up my new coffee machine and now i only have to swirl around in my chair to get fresh coffee. this will make my room a so much better environment for learning.
Well, I've come into a tiny amount of money recently so I will be getting my phone turned back on, I'm going to start the arduous process of finding a girl that is attracted to me soon as well.
But really I find it hard to find reasons to get up in the morning lately. I don't know why. I'm 17,I have the whole world ahead of me, but I can't get a job, I can't drive, I'm lonely. I wish things could fall into my lap sometimes. It seems no matter how hard I work towards something, it's always snatched away at the last second. I've been looking for a job for three years, I make it passed the interview, but somehow I still lose out to someone just as qualified. I don't understand why? Without a job I can't pay the insurance on the car, so I'm stuck as practically the only Senior that doesn't drive to school. It feels like I can't start my life in the real world. And I shouldn't feel lonely. I have very good friends, and we are almost always in touch in some form or fashion, or hanging out, and new friends aren't hard to come by. I don't know, I want something more. It's frustrating wishing things were different, but you don't know how you want them to be different, you know?
On the plus side, I made the highest grade possible on my History End of Course Exam, and I'm pretty sure the Algebra Exam went very well.
What a nice thread you've made
But really I find it hard to find reasons to get up in the morning lately. I don't know why. I'm 17,I have the whole world ahead of me, but I can't get a job, I can't drive, I'm lonely. I wish things could fall into my lap sometimes. It seems no matter how hard I work towards something, it's always snatched away at the last second. I've been looking for a job for three years, I make it passed the interview, but somehow I still lose out to someone just as qualified. I don't understand why? Without a job I can't pay the insurance on the car, so I'm stuck as practically the only Senior that doesn't drive to school. It feels like I can't start my life in the real world. And I shouldn't feel lonely. I have very good friends, and we are almost always in touch in some form or fashion, or hanging out, and new friends aren't hard to come by. I don't know, I want something more. It's frustrating wishing things were different, but you don't know how you want them to be different, you know?
On the plus side, I made the highest grade possible on my History End of Course Exam, and I'm pretty sure the Algebra Exam went very well.
What a nice thread you've made
I am exhausted and my entire body is in pain. My head especially feels like someone ran it through with a painspike and filled it with painvenom, a potent and deadly mixture drawn from both the highly toxic painsnake and the severely poisonous painspider.
Also I am murderously fucking angry at everything and nothing for no reason I can discern.
Pretty usual day, really.
Also I am murderously fucking angry at everything and nothing for no reason I can discern.
Pretty usual day, really.
Not good, recently accepted the fact that I've basically failed every exam coming in the next two months, there's about 6, and I've had a horrible attendance problem for almost 2 years now.
Hell I'll still try, buy there's not a very good chance I'll pass with good grades. If I could go right back I would.
Hell I'll still try, buy there's not a very good chance I'll pass with good grades. If I could go right back I would.