How do you feel?
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Empty right now with no perspective on where is up. In the long run my mood has been steadily getting better and better. I used to be almost completely emo minus the cutting and fashion sense, now I think I'm about average on the emotionometer. As long as nothing bad or inconvenient occurs I'm moderately happy/satisfied. Back to the present, there've been some blow ups between friends, missed assignments, missed sleep, personal stuff, and me questioning how I feel about dating vs. being single. Basically I don't know what the **** is going on up there *points to head*. Next week's forecast is partly cloudy with a chance of high self-esteem so I'm holding out for that.
Hmm.
Well, having to draw the Hiroshima bombing in Graphic Novel style after my college partner ditched me with the work has tired and annoyed me seeing as i shouldnt be doing it and i cant draw to save my life... on top of that, the cartoon "movie" version of Hiroshima on youtube has upset and depressed me due to its graphic contents and sad story line.
Other then that im just happy =D
Well, having to draw the Hiroshima bombing in Graphic Novel style after my college partner ditched me with the work has tired and annoyed me seeing as i shouldnt be doing it and i cant draw to save my life... on top of that, the cartoon "movie" version of Hiroshima on youtube has upset and depressed me due to its graphic contents and sad story line.
Other then that im just happy =D
A resounding meh. Work, sleep, work, video games, work. Sleep. The Escapist. Work, sleep, work, video games, sleep. This is all I've been doing for the past few weeks. And the video games are not bringing as much joy as they used to. I can't seem to stop thinking about my girlfriend. Which isn't a bad thing in itself, but I'm worried about saying the right things to her at the right time, doing the right thing at the right time, oh I should have told her this or that the last time I saw her ect. So it's not thinking about her in a good way, but in an anxious way. Thus the meh. Nothing is bad or sad or depressing. But nothing is bringing me joy at the moment.
my sister is a complete ***** who would want to see our entire family kill themselves to please her sick twisted whim.
Im so mad I wanted to use a different word for ***** that would have started with C but I think i could get in troubble writing that on this forum
Im so mad I wanted to use a different word for ***** that would have started with C but I think i could get in troubble writing that on this forum
Meh. I guess the closest thing to what I feel now is boredom. But that can be cured with some video games.
And I'm starting to feel about hungry. Dinner time soon!
And I'm starting to feel about hungry. Dinner time soon!
I feel utterly exhausted. I just got back from a three hour lacrosse practice where we ran a mile to warm up, and thirty full-field sprints to rap things up. I was the only one who never subbed out, so I never got a break the whole practice. I can barely move right now.
I'm a bit down :S partially because my group of friends see me as a third party solely because I am a girl, partly because I am tired and got lectured today about something i did by accident, and partly because the guy I like never notices me and I wish I could just unlike him.
Urgh so tired. I have an awful immune system so I'm constantly sick >.> I got a flu and stomach bug this week but at least my fiance is gonna be here for me tomorrow and he's staying the night.
I'm pissed, like most of the time. I had one of those 'is this really my life?' days last week and I'm still reeling from that.
A little worried, but not nearly as worried as I should be. Have a big ol' paper due tomorrow morning which I was supposed to do with a workmate but instead I'm working on it alone right now, and it's getting a bit late. I'm drinking beer and procrastinating instead of actually finishing this damn thing...
Okay I really need to get this fucking thing sorted, quick.
Okay I really need to get this fucking thing sorted, quick.
Cynical.
Yes that is my standard mood.
I'm also a bit dissapointed that the top hat I ordered last week don't seem to be on time.
Yes that is my standard mood.
I'm also a bit dissapointed that the top hat I ordered last week don't seem to be on time.
Since last Friday night (Saturday morning technically) I've having a bit of a realization of my distaste for myself, both in action and appearance, as well as coming to the conclusion that I am alone because I deserve to be alone.
Been feeling a bit depressed about that on and off, but right now I'm feeling a sort of numb acceptance. So, I feel numb.
Been feeling a bit depressed about that on and off, but right now I'm feeling a sort of numb acceptance. So, I feel numb.
I feel completely tired because of school combined with a terrible sleep pattern.
And since I'm tired, anger and angst will soon follow.
And since I'm tired, anger and angst will soon follow.
I did the exact same thing, i spent £40 on booze that night which was amazing seeing as the drinks were only like £2-3 a pop. By all accounts I was something of a legend that night, so I have mixed feelings but the money loss and the hangover were enough of a deterrent. I think I'll do it infrequently and make sure I have a fucking good time when I do.ScatterBen said:
I've added 3, I think. but I have like 9 or 10 numbers so its not too bad. I think i'll let things settle before I start palling up to people too much, but, like I said, i can easily imagine being good friends with a few of the people i've met.ScatterBen said:
One of the people I met, the one I went to the pub with, also likes arrested development. He's the only other person i've met who's even heard of it! Its a good friend sign. It's possibly my favourite show ever.ScatterBen said: