For some reason, I keep on expecting myself to drop dead soon, and I can't really feel anything anymore, like whenever I touch a rock, I can't feel the exact rough texture of it like I used to.
I also expect my future to be shit, even though it's probably not going to be.
I guess that all fits into being a bleak outlook.
I also expect my future to be shit, even though it's probably not going to be.
I guess that all fits into being a bleak outlook.