Is it normal to want every human being alive dead? Even myself?

[joemegson94]

Typical high school emo is typical.

Just because some kids at school are giving you crap, that's no reason to want everyone to die. Get over it, ffs. Your life can't be that bad if you have an internet connection and a house.

 

[joemegson94]

FUCK NO!!! Get some help dude!

Nah, I don't think it's a psychological issue going on here. It's arrogant selfishness. That's all it is. Everybody is an asshole, I hate everybody, I wish everybody would just die.
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this kind of defines a psychological issue, not nessicaily a disease but an atitude brougth on by living conditions.
Having a serius discussion of your current living conditions and causes for your current discontent may be in order here. I dont really know what options you have available of people to talk to though.

Ok, let me redefine. A psychological issue would be a grown man genuinely considering murdering his next-door neighbour because he might not like him.
This is either teenage angst, or attention-seeking.

Some kids called me fat! My life's so horrible! I want to die, and so should everyone else!

 

[Thyunda]

FUCK NO!!! Get some help dude!

Nah, I don't think it's a psychological issue going on here. It's arrogant selfishness. That's all it is. Everybody is an asshole, I hate everybody, I wish everybody would just die.
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this kind of defines a psychological issue, not nessicaily a disease but an atitude brougth on by living conditions.
Having a serius discussion of your current living conditions and causes for your current discontent may be in order here. I dont really know what options you have available of people to talk to though.

Ok, let me redefine. A psychological issue would be a grown man genuinely considering murdering his next-door neighbour because he might not like him.
This is either teenage angst, or attention-seeking.

Some kids called me fat! My life's so horrible! I want to die, and so should everyone else!

Some kids called me emo! My life is hell! My parents hate me! I'm going to bury my sorrows in my stack of MC-fucking-R CDs my parents paid for! They should die!

True story. Took some questions to get the whole story about the parents paying, but it is all true.

 

[Kriptonite]

I suppose that pointing out your various spelling and grammar mistakes wouldn't help, eh? So I won't. Instead what I'll do is say that high school sucks. Trust me, it's different in the real world. That's not to say that there aren't dicks or anything, just usually can avoid them if you choose. US Here (New York specifically)

 

[joemegson94]

FUCK NO!!! Get some help dude!

Nah, I don't think it's a psychological issue going on here. It's arrogant selfishness. That's all it is. Everybody is an asshole, I hate everybody, I wish everybody would just die.
.

this kind of defines a psychological issue, not nessicaily a disease but an atitude brougth on by living conditions.
Having a serius discussion of your current living conditions and causes for your current discontent may be in order here. I dont really know what options you have available of people to talk to though.

Ok, let me redefine. A psychological issue would be a grown man genuinely considering murdering his next-door neighbour because he might not like him.
This is either teenage angst, or attention-seeking.

Some kids called me fat! My life's so horrible! I want to die, and so should everyone else!

Some kids called me emo! My life is hell! My parents hate me! I'm going to bury my sorrows in my stack of MC-fucking-R CDs my parents paid for! They should die!

True story. Took some questions to get the whole story about the parents paying, but it is all true.

MCR are just shit.
But you're right. If you have a house, can go to school, have the internet and all that, you're not likel to have the worst life in the world are you?

 

[Wolfenbarg]

Lacking sympathy for your species is a pretty common trait. We don't see very far past our immediate surroundings and the people we expressly make time to interact with. However, wishing such a thing even on the people in your sphere of interaction and even yourself is not so normal of a thing. Just remember, people being dicks isn't something about human nature, it's inherent in nature itself. If in a few thousand years it is common for an octopus to go to a trade school to study sub-oceanic masonry, they'll have the same tendencies for violence and war that we do. However, the exact same thing makes us form close bonds and do incredibly selfless acts of good. Those same tendencies for malevolence can spur on benevolence.

It's not normal and it's very short sighted. There are many great and pleasant people out there, you just need to try to find them. I encourage you to attempt to actively change your perspective on human life.

 

[ultimateownage]

When I saw 'high school' I realised you were just being angsty and feeling sorry for yourself.
In a year or two you'll look back at this with your new maturity, ability to spell and use punctuation *ahem*, and your respect for others and you'll laugh at yourself.

Also, where you live is irrelevant. I don't understand why you added that.

 

[joemegson94]

After thinking about this for a bit, maybe people don't like you because you want them dead? I wouldn't be friends with someone who wanted me to die. Just a bit of actual advice.

 

[Loud Noise]

Highschool and Hormones. They will mess with your head. It gets better though!
Oh and yeah getting involved with things will make you feel better. Look for a gaming
club or something at your school if they have one. US

 

[Communist partisan]

I am from Sweden but family from Serbia (so don't fucking call me swedish!)

I am a hateful person if it wasn't illeagal I would stabb peapole in the throat that annoy me and enjoy it but I don't hate myself, I love myself and I would probably do most things too make me feel better even if it hurts others.

No way! Me too!

*Internet High Five*

Hehe, High five!

Are your parents also from Serbia or is only the behavior the same whith us?

 

[Hyper-space]

Ever since i went into high school i feel all my inocents has been lost and i've turned into a depressed, angry, nerdy, anti-social, sick, evil basterd. I just hate every one. Every one should die in a whole even me. I have a hour bus trip home from school. This is when my feelings are at there strongest. Every one on bus is a dick. I have my reasons for hating every one but i think you guys could proberly guess them. So is it normal to have these feelings and are there other people out there like me? (Just to lighten up the mood a little i'm want to do a little survey. Could every one please put what country they come from at the end of their status? I don't any one bagging out peoples countries otherwise you will just make my hate grow). I'm from Australia.

For every dick there is a true bro. For every inconsiderate asshole on the bus there is a good Samaritan. We choose who we associate with and who we want to be friends with, so trust me, there is someone who you can talk to, someone who shares your hobby and someone who would make a terrific friend. You just have to find that person.

Some might say that i am too optimistic, but despite my numerous complaints with modern day society and its people, i know there is something good out there. I know it when i talk to my best friend, i know it when i see a total stranger helping an elderly woman get unto the bus, and i know it because everyone simply wants to live a good life.

 

[Cheesus333]

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At times when you're thinking like your OP reads, you should probably seek some of it out. Just saying, the occasional lonely sunset or piano solo etc. can do wonders for your mood. This isn't some wonderous miracle post meant to cure your misanthropy in a flash, but I'd like to think that if the best that I - an anonymous poster many thousands of miles from you - can do is throw a few links to little snippets of what cheers me up, then I may as well do it if it'll go even an inch further to making you a happier person.

I'm in the UK.

 

[CarpathianMuffin]

Three words: It's high school.

If you honestly weren't angry at every person around you, I'd be surprised. Thankfully, the jerkasses generally get weeded out before college. I survived, you'll survive too. Just find something to take solace in. America.

 

[blankedboy]

It's perfectly normal. Now grow a pair and do something about it.

If you're worth anything as a human being then you will find building a suicide vest is rather easy.

Alternatively you could try to become the next Eric Harris but I doubt you'd be able to obtain the required firearms, Australia being a notoriously gun-paranoid country.

Either way good luck with that and hope to see you in the news soon.

Oh wow.
You can make a joke post, but that's going WAY too far. The guy has a serious problem. Yeesh.

 

[TWRule]

It may not be the most common attitude, but it's certainly not unheard of to have feelings like that at your age. I had thoughts like that too actually around that time and before.

The key thing to remember is that just because most people around you seem to be insensitive jerks, doesn't mean they will always be that way, and especially not that all humans are that way. As others have said, after high school, everyone moves on and (usually) matures.

Just respect yourself and don't judge others until you have a real idea of how they are - who knows, you might meet some decent people. Friends make things a lot easier.

Anyway, chances are that the same jerks that are giving you a hard time now will feel bad about it as they get a bit older and will change. It's also a lot easier to talk to people in college (because no one gives a damn about fitting in or being popular).

Just try to keep all this in mind and you won't get too carried away. I'm from the US.

 

[Duck Sandwich]

Yeah, wanting every living human to die is kind of a douchebag thing to want. Yes, the world is infested with assholes, but if you try to make something of your life, you'll find that there are some decent, honest, even admirable people who are well-worth knowing.

I'm told it's normal for anyone in high school, as well as JRPG villains. Just figure out which you are.

Heh, JRPG villains. The first thing I thought of when I saw the title of this thread was a JRPG villain (Zio from Phantasy Star 4).

Oh right. And I'm from Canada by the way.