Yeah I used to be a stupid non caring child, but a close close friend to me gave his life for mine (he gave his blood to save mine its like a story out of some fantasy but for me its a painful reality, AND ITS ALL THANKS TO SOME STUPID A***OLE ATTACKING US BECAUSE WE DIDNT KNOW WHERE HE COULD SCORE SOME WEED) sorry outburts seem to happen when the reasons come up, but when he gave up his life its like i had an epiphany, and became more like him, Matt was lighthearted and laid back, i was always scared of the future, now im lighthearted and laid back, im one of those people who thought those bad events "would never happen to me" sadly they did, i dont regret my life, and matt chose to save mine, And i look foreward to seeing him again, if there is an afterlife or not, i will see him (wow i got all emotional there...)
SirSisyphus said:
Well...I just found out my girlfriend is pregnant. We are in our mid twenties, I have a good, stable job with insurance, but it still terrifies me beyond belief. The good thing is, I've planned on marrying her eventually and we will be great parents, but it's just earlier than I would have wanted. I'm worried about the usual stuff like money. Talk about a life changing week!
Hey good luck and i wish you the best, my friend went through the same thing (though the baby is already born now) and he actually became responsible the last person i could ever see parenting children and hes a good father, hard to grasp, money wasnt a big issue for him, small sacrifices were needed, but none too big, and overall if your glad to be a father i commend you^^