Last person to reply wins!

[The Clown]

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[mParadox]

Hmm, I guess no one cares..... ( no one saw my tactical strike, my dying wish will be completed, this thread will be swarming with people who come to see why I am gone.)

D= Noooooooo! I still remember that colorful masterpiece you did. I'll always remember it. =')

 

[steeple]

would you be kind enough to explain why the hell you would plan this, if only for me not to think about this my entire life without knowing what the hell just happened? (and no, Im not going to let it go)

as for the song, since Im getting quite occupied before leaving for practice, Ill present one of my favorites. you might not like it, but I find it quite fitting to the situation

Spoiler: my cellphone's song

Im heavy on irony...

 

[The Clown]

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[Best of the 3]

*sits on win* ^^

 

[The Clown]

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[steeple]

There are too many reasons for me to recount as to why to end it and I can count the reasons to live on one hand. I've been going in and out of depression for some time, but I've finally had enough, you were ALL great people, you should be proud, you made my life bearable for a long time, but even you with your great hearts cannot blind me from what my life has become, nothing makes me happy anymore (not even bob or xmbts) BUT I will not go without a goodbye from xmbts, and if he refuses to speak then that will be one of the greatest tragedies of the world, goodbye all, you and I have but hours.

you're right, there are not that many reasons to live. the world arround us isnt the world we are supposed to inhabit, but instead is alien, constucted for us by sequence of events and peoples dating back thousands of years, while we have nothing in common with the demands inflicted upon us.

but if you dont like the life you have, killing yourself is not the only option you know. if you want to change your life, change it: go to a far away country, maybe somewhere in south america, and start a new life there.
if the pointlessness of life is the problem, do what I do: create a reason yourself, instead of searching through the reasons listed (like getting rich or becoming famous).
I dont know if this relates to you, and I doubt it will change your mind, but depression is not a fact, but a symptom of a certain life unwanted.

EDIT:

*sits on win* ^^

like hell you are!
*twhack*

 

[The Clown]

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[nuba km]

It has finally evolved from this:

the one that isn't yellow
to:

Spoiler

my own little harbinger of death.

 

[steeple]

Beautiful, but I cannot change my life, I am stuck in this hell hole, I am very sorry if I hurt you by doing this but I have made my mind up, I would rather die than live like this, I've tried every other option, medication counseling, psychologists, friends have tried ( a lot) but none of that will change me, you might see me again if I am stopped, but my family doesn't know so they should stay out of my way.

I cant believe Im going to do this, but here it goes:

have you tried escaping?
not from reality (I dont support drug use as a mean to escape insanity or deliberate change of perspective about reality), but from your life. like I said before, you could always just take another life, settle in another country and start over from a different start.
or something less drastic: just moving to another town in england (I hear its a big place)?

you're wrong when you say you cant change your life. its hard, very hard sometimes, but its possible (and have been done before).

if we wont convince you, then please, please tell your family about it and ask for their help. family can be supportive in any situation you stick yourself into, and Im sure they will do whatever they can to help you change your life for the better

 

[xmbts]

would you be kind enough to explain why the hell you would plan this, if only for me not to think about this my entire life without knowing what the hell just happened? (and no, Im not going to let it go)

There are too many reasons for me to recount as to why to end it and I can count the reasons to live on one hand. I've been going in and out of depression for some time, but I've finally had enough, you were ALL great people, you should be proud, you made my life bearable for a long time, but even you with your great hearts cannot blind me from what my life has become, nothing makes me happy anymore (not even bob or xmbts) BUT I will not go without a goodbye from xmbts, and if he refuses to speak then that will be one of the greatest tragedies of the world, goodbye all, you and I have but hours.

Wait what's this all about?

 

[The Clown]

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[xmbts]

Clown, there are always options, you just have to look around, I like having you around too much to say goodbye right now.

 

[The Clown]

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[nuba km]

@everyone: just ignoring my good news then!!!

 

[xmbts]

@Clown: Look I have to go take care of something but I'll be back within the hour, I want to talk to you when I get back can you promise me that?

 

[steeple]

@xmbts: read back.

I think he just did...

and about your question, here is one option:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/French_Foreign_Legion
I wont personnaly go there, since Im against fighting in wars, but its still one way the start a new life (I could explain more, but I feel like you should read about it yourself)

if you want, we can help you find something, anything, but you have to understand first that there is always a different life to be had

EDIT: like xmbts, I have to go soon, but Ill be back before 10 pm in england, so dont you fucking move anywhere, we are still here

 

[Stephanos132]

@Clown: So, how you going to do it? Poison, slit wrists, hanging?

 

[The Clown]

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[Stephanos132]

@Clown: So, how you going to do it? Poison, slit wrists, hanging?

Shotgun.

And why are you doing this?