There will be no winner unless we all get banned or if the internets go down. Also, my brainworms are getting interesting and apparently my psychiatrist and his specialist have not seen anything quite like me,it's hard to describe but if I had to I would say that I essentially have four minds all with the same personality, they run on different chains of logic and I only control one while the others work by themselves and occasionally throw me things, I can observe them if I want and I can see and analyse how they work just as they can see me, the first is the superficial me, the one that makes stupid decisions, it and the third one work closely. The second one is the one which I would call... me, or at least the dominant one, the others never take over they just nag, I am the one which monitors all the others, I can vaguely control the first but not all the time, he's a bit of an ass. The third is the.... crazy and destructive one, the one that hits me with the infinite death loops, it has flawed logic and is the one causing all the mess, it screams and cries and sometimes comes out if I'm tired and cannot hold it, it pulls me into vicious downward spirals. The fourth is the most detached and meta, it analyses all and works closely with me, the second one, it barely uses my personality and it's only purpose is to analyse and be existential, I like him, but sometimes he trails off into logical circles which cause brainsplosions and he tends to try and drag me with him.
Sorry for writing all this, it's probably more for me, to have it in words and for a chance for me to see the whole situation outside of my head. There is a fifth one developing, he is a happy one, but he's still in the fog at the moment.