Last person to reply wins!

[steeple]

@steeple: You can say nice things like that all ya like but depression shall just make up new ways to find me *headdesks* I just want it to end...

I can understand that, but think of it this way: you're about to have a new experience, something unlike anything you've ever had. whatever it will be, it doesnt matter, because there are plenty of people out there who do different stuff, but just make sure you aim for something you enjoy. if you make yourself open to life, it wont matter if things go right or wrong, you'll be happy to just live and see what happens...

or something along the lines of that...

anyway, if you ever find yourself with the depression and need someone to talk to, I (and plenty of others here) will be happy to help you...

 

[Thundero13]

@steeple: Umm... i'm pretty sure i'm doing that right now actually

 

[Thundero13]

@mParadox: Y U DISAPPEAR?!
I wrote half a poem, don't expect an ending though, that's all I got
<spoiler=Mouse>You are the complete bane of my existence
There is not a thing I hate more
If I had to live a forever of awkward moments
I would simply be glad that you weren't there!

I believe the rapture is coming
Thank the lord, thank Lucifer
Just take me away from you!
At least you can?t follow me past life

You never help me with anything
Yet you keep demanding I feed you
I wonder if this is what having a child is like
If so I shall murder every baby that comes near me!

My GOD! my computer mouse annoys me TO NO END!

 

[steeple]

@thundero: and how are you feeling?

EDIT: paradox is ever eastern then I am, and over here it's after midnight!

 

[Thundero13]

@steeple: Eh, I would sum up my current emotional status as average, I have no particular reason to be sad nor to be happy, the usual feeling of dread is the only thing that graphs my emotions
...
Yes, I do feel like speaking all fancy

 

[Thundero13]

@thundero: and how are you feeling?

EDIT: paradox is ever eastern then I am, and over here it's after midnight!

Ok fine, I feel lonely, I have four friends IRL, one is more antisocial then me, one is an awful person, one is sorta an awful person and the other one is *shudders* ever tried being friends with a stereotype Irish person? There's nothing there, just slagging, all of my friends are on the internet, nothing wrong with that in moderation but when that's all you have things ain't good, everyone I have to be near makes me crave loneliness yet being alone just makes me want someone, also I seem to develop crushes on most everyone I meet, so a lot of my time is just spent getting over that and it is always painful, I dunno if I really want a boyfriend all that much, sure I say I do but really being alone suits me fine, I just wish that I had someone IRL
...
Text wall of raw emotions with no thought to structure, so sorry if it's a pain to read

 

[Thundero13]

@thundero: and how are you feeling?

EDIT: paradox is ever eastern then I am, and over here it's after midnight!

Oh and in regards to the Para edit:
Mkay

 

[Sacman]

@Sac: I could repress and ignore it better if people would stop asking about it XP

Just sayin, I worry about you Xmbts...

 

[retyopy]

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@steeple: Eh, I would sum up my current emotional status as average, I have no particular reason to be sad nor to be happy, the usual feeling of dread is the only thing that graphs my emotions
...
Yes, I do feel like speaking all fancy

Oh My Gawdz, that made my think of school. You know why? Because there is litteraly a fight every day. As in real fights, with kicking and scratching and DEATH. Well, no death yet, but... And not even the same people.

 

[Redlin5_v1legacy]

@xmbts: Sac has me worrying again. Fix this.

 

[Thundero13]

@retyopy: My school used to fights all the time, all through the first three years, though it becamse less and less each year, and I never got into them after first year...
...
So uh... people will become more bearable
...
Not much more bearable but... you know, a little... maybe

 

[steeple]

@thundero: and how are you feeling?

EDIT: paradox is ever eastern then I am, and over here it's after midnight!

Ok fine, I feel lonely, I have four friends IRL, one is more antisocial then me, one is an awful person, one is sorta an awful person and the other one is *shudders* ever tried being friends with a stereotype Irish person? There's nothing there, just slagging, all of my friends are on the internet, nothing wrong with that in moderation but when that's all you have things ain't good, everyone I have to be near makes me crave loneliness yet being alone just makes me want someone, also I seem to develop crushes on most everyone I meet, so a lot of my time is just spent getting over that and it is always painful, I dunno if I really want a boyfriend all that much, sure I say I do but really being alone suits me fine, I just wish that I had someone IRL
...
Text wall of raw emotions with no thought to structure, so sorry if it's a pain to read

first let me go off by saying that if I was standing next to you, I'd hug you.
now, I wont say online friends mean nothing (seeing as I enjoy being here quite a lot), but it's not unreasonable to want to connect with people who are physically near you. like I said before about being open to life, try being open to people as well. if you get the chance, talk to new people and make new friends if you're able. believe me, I know how hard it can be, but if you try and keep an open mind, even a bit, good things could and will happen. also, your friends arent perfect, and neither are you, but it doesnt mean you shouldnt enjoy being with them. if you hate hanging out with them then that's fine, but try to enjoy it first!
if there's anything else I could try and help with, I'd love to know...

Oh My Gawdz, that made my think of school. You know why? Because there is litteraly a fight every day. As in real fights, with kicking and scratching and DEATH. Well, no death yet, but... And not even the same people.

so, basically a typical school then?
I'll take a wild guess and say high-school, but I might be wrong... anyway, yeah people really seem to enjoy fighting over stupid stuff sometimes... what can you do?

 

[Redlin5_v1legacy]

Oh grade school memories. Some good, most bad. I don't miss you one bit.

 

[retyopy]

Wait... Maple Born?

 

[steeple]

@redlin: I still remember having my awesome white bayblade (which totally helped me beat that guy that was a year older then me in a duel) stolen while I wasnt looking...

I shall avenge you my precious... someday...

@ret: it means he was forged in maple...

syrup, of course...

 

[Thundero13]

@steeple: "if I was standing next to you, I'd hug you." You have no idea how many times i've heard that
And sure, I enjoy hanging out with my friends, those four I mentioned are respectfully: Good to talk to on an academic level, good to keep drama in life, good for a laugh & good to have an ally in classes, but there's no real connection there, I can't see them as any more then just school allies, I do have friends outside of school but it's so rare I see them that whenever we talk it's like meeting a new person, the person I have most of a connection with in life is my cousin, but as he's seven years old it's not really the same...
There's no chance of making new friends in school i'm afraid and outside of school... well, I brought that problem up earlier
My life is by no means awful, but the fact that there's no one I can really connect to just makes it feel... empty, in a way, I hope you get what I mean...

 

[steeple]

@thundero: I understand what you're saying, but there are a few things I what to check

"if I was standing next to you, I'd hug you." You have no idea how many times i've heard that

45!

There's no chance of making new friends in school

why exactly? because everyone is so centered around his group of friends?

i'm afraid and outside of school

like I said, I know how hard it is, but you owe yourself to at least try it if and when you get the chance...

 

[retyopy]

That's Deep, man. Deep.

 

[steeple]

@ret: what's man, deep?

 

[Thundero13]

@thundero: I understand what you're saying, but there are a few things I what to check

"if I was standing next to you, I'd hug you." You have no idea how many times i've heard that

45!

There's no chance of making new friends in school

why exactly? because everyone is so centered around his group of friends?

i'm afraid and outside of school

like I said, I know how hard it is, but you owe yourself to at least try it if and when you get the chance...

45? Umm, maybe? Give or take, probably give

Because they're all jerks mainly, I guess the group of friends thing too kinda? Anyway, everyone in school knows me, to just start talking to them in a new way just seems absurd

-_- Don't take the words "i'm afraid" out of context, if it helps, read that whole bit in a British accent
Anyway as was said, i've often made friends out of school but we never see eachother...