I have aspergers syndrome, I'm also hugely paranoid and distrustful, including a massive amount of caution taken to avoid the number...erm..."one and three", I am admittedly misanthropic, but every time I try not to be, something always seems to "prove" that I was right alll along, I have not too frequent, but frequent enough to bother me nightmares related to my experiences of severe bullying, I have no self esteem, I often punish myself for mistakes by biting my hand, and tend to panic over things too easily.
I'm a wreck. I don't need a psychiatrist to put it on some database that I'm a wreck. I'd rather the next employer I apply to not find out I am not perfect enough to meet their standards before they even know me. Oh wait...they do that already. Every. Damn. Time. Sorry, I got mixed up there, but an employer being one NI check from finding I have aspergers doesn't help my chances, so having a big label that says "NUTTER" there would excacerbate things.