To myself, 5 months ago: "Thing's'll get better, just wait. Talk to her. You know who, and when the times come, you'll know when. Otherwise, well into next year, you'll be forever wishing you had.
Oh, and get off your lazy fucking arse and stop playing Black Ops. You'll get bored of it real soon, so get BFBC2 Vietnam; it's way better. With your free time, juggle that, cycling, and weight lifting. You'll be glad you started then and not in another half year."