Well, I have only one thing to say to you:
Welcome to our side of the wall.
Many people for many generations have observed the antics of their fellow Homo Sapiens and wondered "What the eff?" I - nobody, for that matter - do not know who was the first, but eventually one of our ancestors broke free of the bondage of the label "human" and relinquished all of his faith in the spacies. You are not the first, and certainly not the last. So come in, sit down, and start realizing that nobody could care less.