krazykidd said:
This is great because i am the exact same . Just that i haven't hit my mid 20's yet and have yet to "smarter up" . But you post gives me hope . I'm also incredibly imature :/ .Learning to try is hard though , how do you do it?Also what is library school?
How did I learn to try? I realised that I was 25 and dead-to-rights fucked for the rest of my life if I didn't smarten up while in school. This was my last shot - my parents were amazing in letting me stay at home and go back to school at that age, giving me the chance to become a Library Technician (2 year diploma, basically a librarian without management credentials and the fancy degree).
I knew if I didn't shape up and graduate this course (which I chose after a long, long time of thought) I would probably be stuck working retail jobs for the rest of my life. So I bucked up and threw everything I had into it knowing that a better life would be waiting when I finished. I took my work seriously, made sure I understood the concepts and reasoning behind everything and worked hard. Very hard. I also had a job to pay for my tuition so those were two of the hardest years of my life - mentally, physically, and financially. I graduated with $400 left to my name, got a part-time job and started looking for a job in my field, and got it.
You just need the right motivation. "Do this or your best career option will be McDonald's Management for the rest of your life" is a great motivator. Find what you enjoy and then find a career that suits it. Libraries are not about reading books - we have to love working with people, love problem solving, teaching, and finding really creative ways to support the community with the teensy little budgets given to us.