I have this grand plan to remake me as a person. Lose the 20 fags a day, lose the stupidly high levels of drinking on a weekly basis, lose a shitload of weight, allow myself to get close to people, stop being an arsehole, maybe find myself someone I give a shit about, the whole shebang really.
You could say "why wait till New Years, you could start anytime" which is correct, but I see the start of not only a new year, but a new decade as a turning point. Plus I need to say goodbye to this lifestyle properly. You kind of get used to being a lonely, overweight, chainsmoking semi alcoholic. 6 Days left, woot!