There is no point in hiding it, I have fallen for someone recently, everyone around me (irl that is) already notices even though I haven't told them. I'm such an open book...
Anyway, I don't really have the stones (yet) to tell who it is, but I would like to say that I definatly feel something for a girl, a lot more than a crush though. She's just fantastic, she's gorgeous, nerdy like me, yet with a suprising side, she has a great taste in music, a fantastic sense of humour, she's very understanding and I can keep going like that for a while.
I really care deeply about her, and even though I haven't seen her yet, I feel a mental connection unlike anything I had before. The only dream and ambition I have right now is to become happy with her. And actually, I think that this is the first dream I have that is actually feasible, within my reach. I sure do hope so.