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Fraught

Fraught

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Day 667

Oh god, oh god, oh god. What THE FUCK? I feel like I'm not in the boxes. In fact, I feel like I don't exist. Almost like I'm in a dream, only that I feel more like being a real person, thinking here...gah, I don't know what I'm talking about.

Is this what heaven feels like? Everything's black. I can not feel any parts of my body. I can not even breath. I feel like a spirit, no nose, no nothing. I have no idea how can I survive without breathing, but I feel like I really don't need it.

I still wonder where the fuck I am, though. I'm here, feeling like a spirit, still emotionally scarred and terrified of what happened yesterday and I can't go anywhere. I almost feel like suddenly, all the terror I felt multiplied, its magnitude rapidly rising. I also started to feel sadness. I felt life wasn't worth it. I felt that everything was so dull at that moment. I felt loneliness, to be exact, though it was a loneliness far stronger than anything I ever had to bare during my days in these boxes.

I honestly have no idea what to write here. I'm drifting around god-knows-where, and I even don't know if I'm drifting or not. Maybe I'm in something like was in the movie The Matrix, in some pod on a wall, plugged into the "dream world". But it was a sci-fi movie, right? It's science-fiction, anyway. But no, today, fucking Satan came from a pool of acid.

What is Satan's problem? Does he really do this always? How can he get enjoyment from this? Doesn't he, on days, wish he was a normal person, have friends, play video game, eat good food and so on? Doesn't he get tired of living in some shithole, whatever hell looks like, and just trying to pick on people like me? My experiences and current emotions I have due to this are really sucking out any of the last will I had to live.

But then, suddenly, I feel something. I don't feel that empty and depressed anymore, and I suddenly see a flash of light, if only for a moment. In the blink of an eye, it appeared and disappeared. Then I return to the dark I was in before, my eyes startled by it, so I start to blink. Wait. I can't blink! What is going on here? No, really. I could see a flash of light, but I feel like I have nothing to blink with. Satan is really good at mindfuck. Well, of course, he's had millions of years to study. I wonder to how many people he has done this.

Well, a few hours later. Nothing. Until! What? What was that?!

I swear that I heard something. Also, I'm pretty sure Satan can put thoughts into my head. Right as I heard the noise, I thought of Volff. Then, after I heard some more noise, that douchebag, Alex. Oh god how I hate him. What a douchebag.

I can't even fall asleep..god damn. I can't run away, I can't do nothing. I desperately want to sleep, but I can't. This is the worst fate any man has had to bare.

After getting my shit together, I start talking in Lovecraftian. After calling for Cthulhu, I suddenly lose my consciousness. When I wake up, I am in that same Orange Box, Volff and Alex right next to me, sleeping. Or maybe they are just unconscious like I was. I see Cthulhu, and he's...seems like he's flying, like the ceiling of the box is sky, and he's flying in it. He high-fives me, and flies away, and away...and away. The box is the size of a medium school hall, but man, he can sure fly for a long time in that, away from me.

Optical illusions FTW.

But, who knows. He's Cthulhu, after all.

Ninja'd? ...I...I...*loses his shit*
 
Pm0n3y

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Day 670

[HEADING=2]HOLD THE FUCK UP.[/HEADING]

There's something in my fuckin bellybutton!

HOLY MOTHERFUCKIN SHIT.

Now i finally fuckin eat!
 
Fraught

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Day 671

After three days, I still remember what happened. It seems like I can't get it out of my head. I almost, at times, feel the same way that I did there. I think nothing of life. I don't value life much anymore.

Me, Volff and Alex are now walking through boxes, many of us quiet, until...I...another corpse.

But, wait. This looks like Satan's corpse...Holy shit! This really is that Satan guy. Is he really dead? Of course not, pfft. What am I thinking? But, wait, maybe he is. Maybe Cthulhu killed him? Just in case he did, I thanked him. I got no response, but oh well. Maybe he's just busy. Volff started to eat it, but I told him not to. Who knows what his body has in it. Maybe it's made of vegetables. Maybe it's something so poisonous that Volff will fall apart and die right here, right now, when he takes the first bite. Either way, we kept away.

Later that day, I found that Volff has some 'shrooms on his leg too. I decided that if in the following days we should find any liquid, Volff is going to step into them. Oh yes, he will. I'll even push him if I have to. I swear to god, Satan must have put those there. I don't remember them from before. [small]I think I almost..saw, like.[/small] I swear I saw something moving on his shrooms. Like, little people, and shit.

I was just caught up in my own little world, until Alex barged into it. What a douchebag. He just whined about how we've walked for such a long time, and we haven't gotten anywhere. Man, what a douchebag. I yelled at him and kicked him in the nuts.
"DO YOU WANT TO STAY HERE FOREVER?!" I asked. Maybe I was a little too rough, but who cares. I hate Alex. I wonder what happened to him when Satan came. I remember him being right next to me when that smiling dog was gazing at us, but I didn't even look at him when Satan finally came on the 666th day.

Is he working together with Satan, or whoever runs this place? It seems like he doesn't take this whole thing as seriously as us. He's always whistling and playing air guitar to god-knows-what songs. I hate him. A lot.

I decided to not confront him with these questions just yet. I decided that if I ever did it, it was at the right time and place where he would have no choice but to answer me. I decided that if I ever ask this, it's in a situation where I'm easily able to kill him right after. Yes, I hated him that much.

Anyway, we walked on and on. Then, we suddenly saw that the next box was dark. We all looked at each other, except for Alex. That douchebag was so knee-deep in his thought and air guitaring that Volff had to nudge him. Then he did, and we all knew what we were thinking about. Well, actually, I know what I was. I don't know what they did, but I'm pretty sure they thought of the same thing. I thought of who was going to go there first, and are we even going to go. What if we can't get back from there? What if we're going to be stuck there forever? I asked the other two guys, and they said I should go. At first I was hesitant, but then I thought "Why not?". I'm immortal, I've gone through multiple dark boxes, and after all, life was so worthless to me anyway, that I didn't care.

After we made that decision, I just went into that box. I suddenly started to feel like I can't move my limbs. I could feel that I was walking, and walking, and walking, but my head, my hands, they were all like rock statues, my hands hanging to my left and right, not moving. I couldn't stop moving. I tried to look behind, but couldn't. I tried to scream, but Volff and Alex didn't answer. Almost like they didn't even hear me. Like I was talking in different wavelengths, or like, infra and ultra, whatever those things were. Heh, I just remember my school's music lesson. We studied those things there.

That little bit of my life I had outside of the box made me feel happiness. I started to remember other things, and my family, my girlfriend, my friends. All the things I owned, all the things I've done. Suddenly, I felt like I could move. I felt like I saw light in the opposite direction of where I thought Volff and Alex were. When I screamed, Volff replied "Yes?". I was so happy. I felt much, much better, my breathing was easier, I could move my limbs, and they weren't tired at all. My headache was gone, my hands full of strength. I felt like...smiling. Like life gained meaning again.

I was still very weirded out, though. Why did I feel so well again? Maybe this place is meant to drive people crazy? Maybe it's meant like that, so that they lose their memories of good times, and their will to live? Needless to say, when I thought of my life that I had, I felt better, and better, and better. I felt like I could fly. I felt like I could make life here more interesting.

But then I remembered. This particular thought came to my mind because of the whole Satan thing. I remember that I went to sleep when I first woke up in this box. Some of the things were with me, like my DS, and stuff, but..when I went to sleep. What if I died while I was sleeping? What if purgatory is like this? What if this is some kind of different hell, meant more to drive peoples' minds to smudges of shit.

Maybe remembering and often thinking about the life you had was the key to getting out of here. Maybe I could defeat whoever controlled my mind and this place with those memories. The more I was in these boxes, the more I felt like I forgot things. I knew that from now on, I had to think often of my life, otherwise I'd forget it.

When I reached Volff, I told him to think of his previous life. He suddenly lit up, his face happy, his legs, dancing around the room. I told the same to Alex, but he was less enthusiastic. If it wasn't him, it'd be an alright reaction. I don't know how much he's endured, but I could obviously tell he was faking. Everything he's said to us, the way he seems to us. I could swear he was faking it. He was working for someone.

Either way, I decided to stay on what I agreed to before. When the time comes, he will answer my questions, but the time isn't now.

We all got into the black box after some arguing. I walked, and walked, and walked, and finally, I could see that light again. I walked toward it, and when we finally reached it, I saw that it was an orb of light. When I took it in my hands, I looked into it. It showed me and Volff. Behind us were my family. After that, Alex flashed for a second, with a knife in his hand. I got startled and jumped behind a meter or two. When I looked at Alex, that douchebag had that same, innocent look on him. "Man, what a phony," I thought. But why was Volff with me and my family, together? He looked like how he looked when he was a human. How do I know this? Well, even though he's a werewolf pretty much all of the time, I guess satan made a mistake. When he came from that pool of acid, I saw Volff's real him. Him, as a human. But still, why was he on that picture? Was he somehow...related to me? My family? I didn't dare to ask him, nor did I dare to talk to them immediately about what I saw of Alex. The orb started flying around, suddenly, and it went onwards, so we followed it. Finally we reached a hatch to the next box.

During that long trip, I tried to talk to Volff about what I saw, about what I saw about Alex. I knew we'd be making a stop in the next box, and going to sleep for the night. I didn't want, though. I thought Alex would kill me, or something. Man, I was in such a shit situation.

I made a plan. When the night comes, and we're all sleeping, I'll wake Volff up. See what happens.

Until then, if Alex kills me, and anyone finds this, then let it be known that Alex...is a douchebag.
 
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Day 672

I had nightmares, I was somewhere.....................somewhere not in the box.......................the children had nightmares too but I told them again that the box is the entire world and nothing can hurt except me in it, thank god.........if they knew..............
 
Sven und EIN HUND

Sven und EIN HUND

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Day 673

I met some chick today, she was... You know, in the molten lava swimming around. We discussed foreign events over a cup of tea, then I told her how I had been living through days twice sometimes in the past few weeks.
 
Pm0n3y

Pm0n3y

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Day 674

Goddamn Alex, eating girls like that. Note to Self: remember to kill alex in his sleep sometime tomorrow.
 
SteakHeart

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Day 679: I found another girl swimming in the lava. Finally. She's quite nice, actually. We get along well.
 
Jedamethis

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684.

I made a list of people to invite to my party. So far I'll invite that girl in the lava and the box
 
SteakHeart

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Day 699: I somehow spent 15 days straight talking to the girl. I have'nt had much social interaction lately. We talked about many different things, from the temaperature of the lava, to Quantum physics.

I think I'm in love.
 
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