Old blood is tacky to the touch. A chemical explanation excuses this but I?ve always felt that chemistry answers the question of how and carefully avoids the issue of why. For example, a chemist will tell you that lakes freeze from the top down because ice is less dense than water, and that chemist will smile at you and swagger away and never in his highly logical, intellectual, comfortable life will he consider the fish allowed to live through winter because a thin alley of liquid water was saved for him at the bottom of the pond.
Dried blood isn?t tacky because it oxidizes or because it contains white blood cells. That?s
how it?s tacky, the method it?s chosen to act on it?s intentions. Blood sticks to your hands and clothes and knives because its single greatest fear is being left behind. A shimmering pool of red on the rough concrete ground has no purpose; it is unwanted and unloved even as its sheltered brethren are protected and cherished by the bodies in which they toil. Discarded blood will never again be cherished, it will spend its short pitiful life holding on dearly to whatever it may grasp in its weak and weathered embrace. It will know shame, it will know ignominy, and then it will be no more than a thin discoloration on the ground. Forgotten.
It is the ultimate drive of what is living to preserve itself. The final act of all things is fighting for one more act. And so it is with blood, as it holds fast to what gave it power. I understand that now, like I never could before. Because today, my hands are covered in tacky dried blood, the mark of my victory.
I have victory.
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The smell of decay stormed through Lex, tore him bodily. He?d never smelled something so horrible. The scent of death was never allowed on Lex?s farm, the fallen were swept away and burned before they ever had the opportunity to fester. But in the oven of this swamp, the rot set in almost before the dead stopped moving. The mold was waiting for it?s next avatar and the roaches had a menu of delicacies to choose from. Dead men floated in the bog, riddled with bullet holes. Lex found them uninteresting. Blank, almost bored, expressions on little bundles of flesh that used to contain sinful and frivolous minds did not inspire empathy as readily in Lex as it appeared to in some. No, to Lex their odor was far more alarming then their fates.
Baron Samedi trudged through the rice patty, his long legs taking abuse from the submerged vines and spines. He seemed determined to reach every dead man and when he did he invariably pushed them lower into the bog, from which they never floated again. Tending to the spirits of the dead, that was his purpose after all.
?Alexander.? The Baron said, his voice oddly nasal and southern. ?You?ll give me a moment I hope. There are only a few more.?
?Your business doesn?t require my attention Samedi.? Lex responded, his own voice deep and Creole. ?I?ll leave without you.?
?Ah, but your business requires my attention, doesn?t it? And I do wish you would call me
Baron Samedi.? The tall pale man said, still wading through the mire toward the next casualty.
?You?ve done nothing to earn a title of nobility.?
?I?ve carried the dead for longer than you?ve been alive. That is beside the point though. If you won?t wait for me, you don?t need to. I?ll catch up.?
Lex hesitated. Samedi was a schemer, always had been. For as long as the two knew each other they were enemies caught in a tangle of rules that prevented either from ending their dispute. This tournament was changing that. Lex couldn?t kill Samedi because Lex was mortal and Samedi was a Loa, one of the spirits that rule the world; his most powerful magic and sharpest knife could never wound the Loa, he?d come to accept this. Similarly, Lex was a favorite tool of the Devil, one of the two Creatures who made earth. Samedi wouldn?t risk incurring the ire of such a being just to end a short-lived mortal a little sooner. And so their anger and resentment stewed and refined itself. But the man who won this tournament became a god. And Lex was close. If Lex gained divinity, the truce would be over and the fight could begin. And honestly, though Samedi would never admit it, that thought sent chills down his spine and parched his mouth. Samedi would do everything in his power, short of harvesting Lex?s damned soul himself, to kill the mortal who aspired to be a god; and Lex knew that.
And so the question floated through Lex like the putrid scent floating through the air, better to leave your greatest enemy behind you or at your side where you can watch him?
Lex rubbed his temples with his powerful black hands. He wanted to bark ?Be quick.? But he would not give Samedi the satisfaction. The Baron laughed anyway, stretching the thin skin of his face until he was truly indistinguishable from a skull in a suit.
?Ain?t you kind?? He said teasingly, reaching for the next victim.
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I?d sell your heart to the junkman, baby, for a buck.
For a buck.
If you?re lookin? for someone to pull you out of that ditch, you?re out a?luck.
Out a?luck.
?Turn that stupid thing off Axel. I don?t need it patronizing me.? Athena sniped. Her face was twisted in anger and hunger and yet, she was very pretty. Scarlett hair, full lips, deep placid eyes, a single streak of mud across her cheek that only served to artfully render the perfection of that pale innocent skin; Axel saw it all. The thought that she was beautiful couldn?t be said to have rushed through his mind. That would imply the thought left at some point. Axel was
always aware that his partner in this tournament was also the most delicate, warm and loving woman he had ever seen. A part of him wanted to kill himself.
The Great Shadow took that woman. No, that was being too fair, glossing over what he?d done. He?d stolen the girl right out of her bedroom, dragged her to the Hunger, tied her down, watched the Shadow burrow, smelled her perfume as Athena?s body stood and told him he?d been loyal and that he would be rewarded. He didn?t have a choice, he belonged to The Shadow; but he led a pitiful excuse for a life and he knew. He?d known since the day he?d killed that girl.
?Athena, the radio has always been useful for us in this tournament. I don?t think turning it off would be a good idea.? Axel said absently, not really listening to the lyrics anymore.
?I said turn it off Axel. Don?t disobey me.?
?Yes Athena.?
God?s away, gods away, gods away on business.
Business. ?Chhk-
?I don?t know what your obsession with that damn thing is. If it were me I?d have thrown it down a cliff when it first showed up.?
?Sorry Athena. It?s just, it fell out of the sky. It?s got to be important, right??
?Nothing?s important you dolt. Except me, I?m important.? She added hastily. ?The entire world is a floating speck of dust in space populated by mites who seem to think they own the place. Don?t forget, you?re a Nihilist, you?re mine. I took you in when none of the other mites wanted you. So when I tell you to chuck a transistor radio down a cliff, you damn well chuck it.?
?Yes Athena.? Axel said, tucking his radio carefully away in a back pocket. After all, it?s not as though she told him explicitly to chuck it.
They marched in silence, Athena occasionally placing a palm over her stomach. It was obviously frustrating her that the pair weren?t beamed to a place with more people. Or any people for that matter. A wet dirt road beside a pungent rice patty was all the greeting they received. Whoever they were supposed to fight hadn?t shown his or her or, fuck,
it?s face in the thirty odd minutes they?d been walking down the path, and the lack of fleshy morsels was obviously starting to get to Athena.
?She looks adorable when she?s frustrated? I hate myself.?
Time passed in silence, measured only by the metronome of footfalls in the brackish mud. No enemy came, no people came, nothing happened. If Axel hadn?t seen purgatory first hand, he might have guessed this was what it looked like. A single road, cumbersome to travel, extending into infinity along an ocean of dark, undrinkable water. Yes, there was something correct about that. After all, what did clouds and diffuse light symbolize, really? Poor weather? A road, one perilous to travel, an adventure that you learn from, surely that was a better test of a man?s soul? Angels would learn so much more watching men and women fail and tire and frolic along a path where there was no concept of victory than watching them twiddle their thumbs during heaven?s equivalent of a power outage. Axel wanted to tell Athena about this idea. But he didn?t want to tell the Great Shadow. So he said nothing.
Coincidentally this was all for the better, if he?d turned to talk to Athena, he would have missed the tiny gleam of metal covered haphazardly by the mud. As it was, he narrowly avoided loosing his balance and falling on the object. Athena looked at him like he was foolish and turned to continue on her way but Axel stopped her half way through the step.
?Don?t! There?s a mine! We?re in the fucking Vietnamese War!?
Athena sneered at him, ?If we?re in a war, where are the soldiers??
All at once, thirty men with guns stood from under the rice patty and began shouting in a foreign language. The leader?s face was red and he shivered ever so slightly as the slime rolled down his back. He was a young man really, obviously scared; scared and angry.
Athena licked her lips, eyes shining silver. The man in front pointed his gun at her and shouted ?America?!? She shook her head. ?Not exactly.?
It happened fast. Athena shot forward, her jaw dislocated, she landed on the leader?s chest, he fell down. The others started shooting. Athena held the leader?s throat between her teeth and a white substance flowed into her mouth. The Vietnamese man and Athena were both ripped by bullet holes and blood flowed cleanly from one of them, right into the rice patty, staining the water. The other soldiers stepped back to avoid the blood, it was a dirty thing now. Athena followed them.
Axel ran and ducked behind the other side of the road. Athena had one significant advantage, she was immortal. Axel was not. A single bullet hole would end his life and he would die there in that swamp. The idea didn?t appeal. He didn?t mind the concept of dying but he wasn?t sure he was ready to abandon Athena. Or the Hunger for that matter.
Shrieks and gunfire rocketed from the other side of the road. There was a wet kind of
slump and then Athena made a noise best described as ?
nom-nom. She would be through with them soon enough. And she was busy now, which meant Axel had free time.
He took the radio from his pocket and pushed the switch to bring it to life.
The song started again.