The worst feeling in the world?

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RoyalSorceress

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Late at night I sometimes get horrible anxiety attacks about whether I'll be able to complete my college certificate, and use it to get a job at the library. Also I get anxious about whether I'll be able to finish my fantasy novel, get it published, and if it'll be popular.
 

Paksenarrion

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Sacman said:
Paksenarrion said:
Being told everything you do is wrong by someone you look up to.
I can get over that with some mild depression and self inflicted wounds...
You've got a point. It's more of a gateway depression than a hardcore suicide. First is strongly worded disappointed from someone you love, next is the feeling that you'll never succeed at anything in life, followed by logical apathy, then anger and hatred at the world for not being fair, for telling you that you will always be at the bottom.

Then, constant rage at everything and everyone.
 

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Paksenarrion said:
Sacman said:
Paksenarrion said:
Being told everything you do is wrong by someone you look up to.
I can get over that with some mild depression and self inflicted wounds...
You've got a point. It's more of a gateway depression than a hardcore suicide. First is strongly worded disappointed from someone you love, next is the feeling that you'll never succeed at anything in life, followed by logical apathy, then anger and hatred at the world for not being fair, for telling you that you will always be at the bottom.

Then, constant rage at everything and everyone.
I didn't go through all of that I got depressed and than hated myself for not being good enough to succeed at anything than I just accepted the fact and here I am after two suicide attempts and 1 year of medication later...
 

Paksenarrion

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Sacman said:
Paksenarrion said:
Sacman said:
Paksenarrion said:
Being told everything you do is wrong by someone you look up to.
I can get over that with some mild depression and self inflicted wounds...
You've got a point. It's more of a gateway depression than a hardcore suicide. First is strongly worded disappointed from someone you love, next is the feeling that you'll never succeed at anything in life, followed by logical apathy, then anger and hatred at the world for not being fair, for telling you that you will always be at the bottom.

Then, constant rage at everything and everyone.
I didn't go through all of that I got depressed and than hated myself for not being good enough to succeed at anything than I just accepted the fact and here I am after two suicide attempts and 1 year of medication later...
That's what I get for mixing my depressions...I have suicidal/homicidal...er, issues. It's like being, um...manic depressive? Well, it's more like rampant paranoia.

I feel like we're flashing each other with psychological wounds, like in that one movie with Mel Gibson.
 

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I have two contenders. The first: screwing up big and knowing it's your fault. The feeling that other people will pay for your mistake and you should have known better.

Two: the time in high school when my girlfriend's period was a week late. That was a bad week.
 

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Knowing that you screwed things up, and if you had done something else, everything would be alright.
 

Sacman

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Paksenarrion said:
Sacman said:
Paksenarrion said:
Sacman said:
Paksenarrion said:
Being told everything you do is wrong by someone you look up to.
I can get over that with some mild depression and self inflicted wounds...
You've got a point. It's more of a gateway depression than a hardcore suicide. First is strongly worded disappointed from someone you love, next is the feeling that you'll never succeed at anything in life, followed by logical apathy, then anger and hatred at the world for not being fair, for telling you that you will always be at the bottom.

Then, constant rage at everything and everyone.
I didn't go through all of that I got depressed and than hated myself for not being good enough to succeed at anything than I just accepted the fact and here I am after two suicide attempts and 1 year of medication later...
That's what I get for mixing my depressions...I have suicidal/homicidal...er, issues. It's like being, um...manic depressive? Well, it's more like rampant paranoia.

I feel like we're flashing each other with psychological wounds, like in that one movie with Mel Gibson.
What Tequila Sunrise?
I had suicidal tendencies for a long time before I had my little... epiphany and, I guess, I just stopped caring about the fact that I will never be good enough and I felt a lot better for some reason I can't explain it. It was like I had a huge burden lifted off of me but I just didn't care that I wasn't good enough anymore, it wasn't that I didn't care what other people thought I just... I honestly don't know I've never thought about it this much before...
 

Paksenarrion

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Sacman said:
Paksenarrion said:
Sacman said:
Paksenarrion said:
Sacman said:
Paksenarrion said:
Being told everything you do is wrong by someone you look up to.
I can get over that with some mild depression and self inflicted wounds...
You've got a point. It's more of a gateway depression than a hardcore suicide. First is strongly worded disappointed from someone you love, next is the feeling that you'll never succeed at anything in life, followed by logical apathy, then anger and hatred at the world for not being fair, for telling you that you will always be at the bottom.

Then, constant rage at everything and everyone.
I didn't go through all of that I got depressed and than hated myself for not being good enough to succeed at anything than I just accepted the fact and here I am after two suicide attempts and 1 year of medication later...
That's what I get for mixing my depressions...I have suicidal/homicidal...er, issues. It's like being, um...manic depressive? Well, it's more like rampant paranoia.

I feel like we're flashing each other with psychological wounds, like in that one movie with Mel Gibson.
What Tequila Sunrise?
I had suicidal tendencies for a long time before I had my little... epiphany and, I guess, I just stopped caring about the fact that I will never be good enough and I felt a lot better for some reason I can't explain it. It was like I had a huge burden lifted off of me but I just didn't care that I wasn't good enough anymore, it wasn't that I didn't care what other people thought I just... I honestly don't know I've never thought about it this much before...
I always thought Tequila Sunrise was just an Eagles song! I was thinking more of...the one where he teams up with Danny Glover?

With me, I went the opposite direction. I realized that no matter what I do, someone will always be better than me, and once they find out they're better, they'll take advantage of me.

Hence, the paranoia and constant rage.
 

kannibus

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The infamous OHNOSECOND feeling. That feeling you get when you just realize that you've screwed up and that the screw up is MASSIVE.
 

ANImaniac89

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I once blacked out in pain after my brother hit me in the nuts by whipping an ice cube tray. strange thing was I was wearing really strong blue jeans at the time and yet they me provided absolutely no protection.
 

Sacman

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Paksenarrion said:
Sacman said:
Paksenarrion said:
Sacman said:
Paksenarrion said:
Sacman said:
Paksenarrion said:
Being told everything you do is wrong by someone you look up to.
I can get over that with some mild depression and self inflicted wounds...
You've got a point. It's more of a gateway depression than a hardcore suicide. First is strongly worded disappointed from someone you love, next is the feeling that you'll never succeed at anything in life, followed by logical apathy, then anger and hatred at the world for not being fair, for telling you that you will always be at the bottom.

Then, constant rage at everything and everyone.
I didn't go through all of that I got depressed and than hated myself for not being good enough to succeed at anything than I just accepted the fact and here I am after two suicide attempts and 1 year of medication later...
That's what I get for mixing my depressions...I have suicidal/homicidal...er, issues. It's like being, um...manic depressive? Well, it's more like rampant paranoia.

I feel like we're flashing each other with psychological wounds, like in that one movie with Mel Gibson.
What Tequila Sunrise?
I had suicidal tendencies for a long time before I had my little... epiphany and, I guess, I just stopped caring about the fact that I will never be good enough and I felt a lot better for some reason I can't explain it. It was like I had a huge burden lifted off of me but I just didn't care that I wasn't good enough anymore, it wasn't that I didn't care what other people thought I just... I honestly don't know I've never thought about it this much before...
I always thought Tequila Sunrise was just an Eagles song! I was thinking more of...the one where he teams up with Danny Glover?

With me, I went the opposite direction. I realized that no matter what I do, someone will always be better than me, and once they find out they're better, they'll take advantage of me.

Hence, the paranoia and constant rage.
the only one I can think of is Lethal Weapon but I don't remember...
I do have a type B personality so maybe for me realizing that the cause of my depression was out of my control gave me the ability to move on... but I don't usually think so hard on the subject...
 

friboy2791

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Probably being lost in life and not knowing what to do. As if the entire world has been moving forward while you are standing still and the more you try to catch up the farther away the world moves. I get this one alot. :(
 

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Irridium said:
Being betrayed by someone you trusted.

I don't have words to describe how bad that was...
What about being betrayed by someone who is at the same time betraying themselves? It's even worse.

And also, the feeling in my stomach after I put way too much syrup on my waffles.
 

Alandoril

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The feeling that your life is gradually sliding away from you and there is nothing, literally nothing that you can do to stop it.

I feel that all day, every day.