I would like to think it was more Dromaeus's stubbornness and courage that has rubbed off on me, as well as my loyalty to my friends. Even if I knew of a way to return to Skyrim, I could never forgive myself if I fled and left them to face Regulus. Nor would they forgive me, or Dromaeus, or my family. As for being so calm, well, it seems that there is little that can be done at this stage to avoid it? All I can do is make my peace with the Divines and hope that vampires are not excluded from the afterlife. What ofyou? What do you think of the coming battle, and the fate that might await us?