OOC: @Gear You should really try to calm yourself down. Things are really not as bad as you're making them out to be. This thread is just recreation. Its not worth getting upset over. As for that end of the world horseshit- really? Come on. You're just taking whatever you can focus on to make yourself more miserable.I know what its like to get in a mood wherre everythng just seems like shit. Believe me, I know it all too well. But flipping out like this is never, ever the solution, I can tell you that. I'm sorry to hear about the college issues- that really is unfortunate. But getting this angry at everyone around you does no good. Exactly the opposite in fact. If you can't bring yourself out of this mood, just go to bed. Sleep, get up refreshed in the morning, and then talk to someone. When you've calmed down, look at sorting out the college issue through whatever means you can if possible.
And cut this talk of suicide. Whether you mean to do it or not, what kind of dick goes around to the same kind of people who will gladly sit and talk out these kind of problems with him, and say 'fuck your noise, I'm going to do myself in? Thats frankly insulting. If none of what we say is worth anything to you, try repeating some of this stuff to your IRL friends. See how they react. I doubt they'd be happy.
You're better than this. You've at least shown that much over the last few months.