OoC: @trty Nah. If I jump back in with Jania, I write badly and constatly ***** about wanting to change charater. If I change character, I have to think about a way to write Jania out, then try and introduce my new guy, and that'll probably take too long, and I'll want to switch again. If I stay OoC, I get really pissed off because I can't fucking do anything and I know I'm just dragging down the thread and annoying people. If I get banned and leave, I deprive myself of doing something I like and I don't get to share my ideas. No matter what I do, somene loses. Really, the only option where someone doesn't lose is if I throw myself out the window, prefferbly onto something pointy, but I'm too much of a coward to do that. Mark my words, I know exactly what'll happen. I'll ***** and moan, you guys try and get me out of it, I come out of it eventually but I insist it's too late to do anything, I keep on insisting that until it really is too late, then I try it for like five seconds and hate it, but then I want to do it the next day and it starts all over again. Happens every fucking time I try to do anything. I might as well just leave, to minimise the amount of people that get pissed off.