First off, my sympathies.
Second, when I'm pissed, frustrated and depressed, I play video games. When depressed/frustrated/etc, I tend to gravitate towards either games involving mass carnage (no more heroes, infamous evil side), or speedrunning games (sonic, Mirror's edge, etc). Or a game that just happens to have elements of both (shadow the hedgehog).
The mass mayhem games help me release my frustration, and when doing some good speedruns, I find I enter my own personal Zen (Just keep going at it again and again and again until you get that one perfect run and feel like the wind itself).
That, and I eat instant noodles with chopsticks. Life seems so simple when all you're focusing on is slurping down noodles.
Second, when I'm pissed, frustrated and depressed, I play video games. When depressed/frustrated/etc, I tend to gravitate towards either games involving mass carnage (no more heroes, infamous evil side), or speedrunning games (sonic, Mirror's edge, etc). Or a game that just happens to have elements of both (shadow the hedgehog).
The mass mayhem games help me release my frustration, and when doing some good speedruns, I find I enter my own personal Zen (Just keep going at it again and again and again until you get that one perfect run and feel like the wind itself).
That, and I eat instant noodles with chopsticks. Life seems so simple when all you're focusing on is slurping down noodles.