sam42ification said:
Before you ask yes this was inspired by the "What is gettting you pumped right now" thread.
It's simple just state what is getting you depressed at the moment.
For me it's proberly the guy i loved moved away and i can stop listening to ' Here without you' by 3 doors down. Another thing getting me down is i just relised i'm an angsty fag.
Due to the bloody War in Mexico, due to the actual number of innocent deaths, of kidnappings, etc, etc, etc. We are moving to Melbourne Australia as we are scared that something might happen to us (I actually was nearly physically assaulted the 31th of January). I left High School the 28th of February to be able to study more in the Conservatory, which matters more to me, and to be able to do a massive moving of all the stuff I have to get rid off. So I left a quarter of the people which I appreciated. Now I need to get rid of all the books, most of my possessions, every single pet I own, etc. And eventually I need to say goodbye to my own friends.
Everyone but my father is coming with us, but also I have a deep hatred for my family. I do respect them because they are my biological family, but I've never felt like part of them, and all of them have mistreated me in some way or another.
I won't be able to get right away to a School in Australia, and probably I'll be sent back a year. I won't have a piano teacher for a long time either, and we'll be living with a family which we've had conflicts a long time ago, even before I was born. I'm a little surprised they decided to help us.
Leaving your past life is a lot harder than what it seems. But the future is even mroe depressing.
So yeah, I'm incredibly depressed.
not even kidding, the escapist is FULL of them, oh well
