I didn't pick my Escapist user name. I picked my internet user name.
Anyway, one day I thought to myself (Lets end this "z" instead of "s" and numbers at the end and gangsta names bullshit (I had a user name "Buzted" for some time) so I went to a - English dictionary, put in a random word from my language that popped to my head, and whoala! There was Fraught, just waiting for me to start using it.