Well, one of my goals is to get a band going, which is incredibly hard for me. I guess that's what kind of gets me going.
Also, whenever I do think, I always think of where I am and why I am there in the first place and whether or not I've made the right choice. I'm in a prep school which actually seems to be really not all that for me, though, when I wanted to go, it seemed like a good idea at the time. Before I joined the school, I thought I was going to go to college and get a career similar to my dad's. Now that I've learned to play guitar, I realized that I actually wanted to become a musician in a band and all that. So, now I think if should even be in that school, especially since there's a fine arts school right in the same building.
Man, I really hate thinking. Every time I do, I get depressed. At least video games can help stop thinking so I don't get depressed.
Well, really though, music is still what's keeping me going now, and I hope that I can actually get somewhere with that!