I wake up in a country that i dont have to worry about being killed (atleast not near the level that other countries do), i have a full fridge, i have friends that (when im actually able to be around) manage to make the time i spend with them the highlight of my life, a dog that is as dumb as a doorknob but as friendly as one can be, a really good internet connection, enough money to get me through life well (not at the moment though

). Also, theres a girl I know that i really like, is it going to work out ? Hell if i know, but the fact that i went through a point of my life where I felt that nobody liked me and that outside a really small group of people i was unable to like anyone, it brought me back to earth.
I just bought tickets to probably my favorite musician (Serj Tankian, he's taking time off of fronting System of A Down ( my favorite band, who is getting back together in 2011 hopefully) to do solo work with an orchestra, which is godly in its awesomeness, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GEkQR9Wzock ).
My youth leaders got engaged a couple months ago are getting married on September 11th ( i know, but in all fairness were Canadian, so the day isnt exactly a "Take Day off work to remember" day for us) Im expecially happy for this because before i joined the group i was going through a rough time and in all fairness had nothing happening in my life, im still not doing great, but atleast now i have people who are there for me.
So pretty much i have the pieces to have an amazing life, i just need to figure out how to put it together.
Im sorry if i sound like a weirdo or that, I promise you im getting better. Maybe one day ill return to a state of sanity
And most of all, despite how bad my day may have been, that there will be tomorow.