Anyone else not have crippling self esteem problems?
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I think my avatar sums up my thoughts ("Why yes, I am awesome" if it's too small to read). I have the opposite problem; My sense of self-worth is so high it's stratospheric.
I know I have flaws but I just don't dwell on them, they're only as big of a problem as you let them become, and if you respect yourself then it makes it more likely that others will reciprocate it.
I know I have flaws but I just don't dwell on them, they're only as big of a problem as you let them become, and if you respect yourself then it makes it more likely that others will reciprocate it.
I lost my self esteem and got depressed really bad since (soon year ago) I lost my ability to draw, write and play percussion to a nerve problem on my right hand that now threatens my ability to play games now. I been in line for pscylogicial help for 8 months and I been trough 2 specialist doctors.
And for short note. I received several awards and stipends for my Art and I have been steaming off my feelings with it since I was 3 and been in private-artschool since I was 4.
I played percussion for 3 years in 6 months I went to B-level orchestra and in 6 months from there I was on A level orchestra. Now I am practicing to play something else.
Call me angsty whining teen and Ill bash your face in with my Mini-laptop that I am fully reliant now in school.
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I hide all this behind hard shell cover that makes me look like strong determinded person who's master in hes class. And all I am half worthless cripple.
At least I have reason to say I suck at something. That Is why I tell other people too feel better.
But I think many people think they are bad even they are having bretty good standing in things.
P.S Sorry for the personal rant.
And for short note. I received several awards and stipends for my Art and I have been steaming off my feelings with it since I was 3 and been in private-artschool since I was 4.
I played percussion for 3 years in 6 months I went to B-level orchestra and in 6 months from there I was on A level orchestra. Now I am practicing to play something else.
Call me angsty whining teen and Ill bash your face in with my Mini-laptop that I am fully reliant now in school.
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I hide all this behind hard shell cover that makes me look like strong determinded person who's master in hes class. And all I am half worthless cripple.
At least I have reason to say I suck at something. That Is why I tell other people too feel better.
But I think many people think they are bad even they are having bretty good standing in things.
P.S Sorry for the personal rant.
I dunno, I don't think that highly of myself, but I'm happy. Good body, average looks, and I'm doing well at school, so I'm satisfied.
+ I just got a puppy, which makes me feel even better.
+ I just got a puppy, which makes me feel even better.
There is no problem that a sufficiently inflated ego will not neatly allow you to ignore! Anyone who has read enough of my writing to generate a mental image of me will tell you that crippling self-esteem issues are not personality characteristics that I evince.
To put it lightly, I am well aware of just how inherently awesome I am (because I decided that I was, whee!).
To put it lightly, I am well aware of just how inherently awesome I am (because I decided that I was, whee!).
Because I'm sleepy and tired, I'm quoting what seems to be the exact same story I had with my self esteem issues.Jack and Calumon said:
Wow, wouldn't have guessed you also took anti depressants!
I can never imagine you guys as low shelf esteem people. I mean you're always so cheerful(well at least Calumon is).
Yep. I'm not sure why, when I was living full-time in England and certainly through a lot of my teens, I was angsty and had the rudimentary self esteem issues. But now, hell, I don't think I'm awesome, I know I am! It may be that a different country, change of scenery, the fact that I'm in the best shape I can possibly be and am absolutely living the dream but nowadays I can look in the mirror and love what I see.
...and I'm genuinely not even arrogant to talk to. So FML? Fuck no!
...and I'm genuinely not even arrogant to talk to. So FML? Fuck no!
I used to, then I just thought, 'what's the point?' and seemed to numb myself against it. Other people might not like the way I look, but it's not their choice.
And I'm the 'ugly friend' but still managed to get a boyfriend. So yeah, it's not all that bad.
And I'm the 'ugly friend' but still managed to get a boyfriend. So yeah, it's not all that bad.
I don't really worry about it. I used to have really low self esteem but I kind of grew out of it. Ah, being an awkward teen...
Well... I adopted Calumon from the cold streets of Birmingham around the time they were working. I actually made a few threads talking about my anti depressants, one when I had my Crisis Core avatar (If you remember that you memory is unbelievable) and another in which apparently I was acting normally when I thought my anti depressants were to blame.yoyo13rom said:
NO! They weren't, and while I'm glad I'm off them and would recommend that no-one takes them unless they see a psychiatrist and after 3 separate 1 hour long sessions he gives you a note saying "Give this to some person in some shop to get some happy pills." Then, and ONLY then should you take them.
Calumon: I have a better cure! Ratchet and Clank, Anime and HUGS! ^^