danpascooch said:
when I go into "laser focus" (yes, I named it

)
Funny. I think we all name it, but we all name it differently. For example, I named my version of that simply the "Get it done. Now" mode. Your name for it is much more awesome.
Anyway, do you have ADD or ADHD? I was diagnosed with ADHD years and years ago (and OCD. And Tourettes (physical), however, that's neither here nor there).
I'm actually not medicated, because I'm one of those cases where several things combine to make medication just about the worst idea possible, where the side efects make the OCD unberable, and then that needs medication which neutralizes the ADHD medication and makes the Tourettes worse, and than I need new medication for those, etc, etc. Also, I'm one of those cases where medication unto itself actually is never worth it, because, even if we find the perfect cocktail mix of meds (and it is a cocktail), my body freaks out and I became highly unstable, to the point that I scare myself with what kind of thoughts I think, and the kinds of things I do.
Of course, this has made me highly anti-medication (for ADHD, OCD, etc. Medication for disease I'm all for), but I do acknowledge and advise those who need it to take it, as it does work for some, or even many, people. I only want it to not be the first choice.