Knowing you could kill doesn't explain how you know you could supposedly get over it.emeraldrafael said:I editted my post, so you could check again and see my reasoning, but I know I could cause there's been very little outside someone holding me back or the threat of jail as somethign I dont want to waste my time in thats kept me.Dawn Patrol said:And how would you know? You haven't killed anyone but you know you could get over it.emeraldrafael said:yes.
I mean, I havent yet. I've come close to a few times, but havent.
But I most surely could. its not a hard thing to get over really.
Generally killing someone tends to affect a person. Why you would be the exception, I don't know.
But if you put me in the life or death situation, where its fight or die, I would most certainly. Im not going to go cold bloodedly murder someone, but if I'm defending myself, or in a fight, its no big deal.
Cause i see them as worthless when I kill them. I'm not going to look back and say hunh, I really shoundt have done that, they probably meant something to somoene. I'm going to keep seeing them as worthless. When you do that, there's not a lot of remorse to change you. Its just like weaseling a dog, its just like putting a pet down, its just like slaughtering an animal for food. they are beneath you, and you are above them, if you kill them, you dont look back and reevalutate your life.Dawn Patrol said:snip
Life is beautiful, not worthless. I don't believe that you wouldn't feel guilty. You'd be lying to yourself if you did.emeraldrafael said:Cause i see them as worthless when I kill them. I'm not going to look back and say hunh, I really shoundt have done that, they probably meant something to somoene. I'm going to keep seeing them as worthless. When you do that, there's not a lot of remorse to change you. Its just like weaseling a dog, its just like putting a pet down, its just like slaughtering an animal for food. they are beneath you, and you are above them, if you kill them, you dont look back and reevalutate your life.Dawn Patrol said:snip
someone's already said it, but life is indeed worthless int he grandscheme of the world and universe. The sooner you see you're worthless and are ready to accept death without the fear and anxiety, the sooner you see other people as even more worthless and give two fucks if they end or not, whether you have done it or someone else did.
Again, I'm not going out to murder people, but you give me a self defense situation where death is the only way to end the situation, I will, and wont care, because i was driven to it and it needed to be done. its just like a job that you dont enjoy, but do it so you can pay bills.
May I ask, you say you've done it before, what were you doing?Badong said:I've done it before, and I'll do it again if it meant protecting my life and/or the life of a loved one.
If you feel so, then thats fine. I see it as worthless if I'm going into some kind of conflict, but thats just me.Dawn Patrol said:Life is beautiful, not worthless. I don't believe that you wouldn't feel guilty. You'd be lying to yourself if you did.emeraldrafael said:snoip