Depression-let your feelings out here... Know there are others

[DemonicVixen]

Bonkers is a bit nasty to say unless you mean it in a funny way rather then she has mental or emotional issues. However my mum used to say I saved her life. She fell pregnant with me due to severe emotional downturn and if she had not found out she was pregnant she would have killed herself at that time.

Maybe that was a little harsh. But sometimes she just can't seem to let things go. It's like everything in the world has to be in proper order - pigeonholed, even - before she can relax. I don't know what it's like to be a parent, but... can't I be allowed to whine just a little bit?[/quote]

hey of course your aloud to whine a bit but just do not bother to do it to your mum or say rather harsh things. I have learnt with my mum that she does not care what is wrong with me. Too wrapped up in her own world. When I get angry and snap she accuses me of being selfish!!

When my boyfriend said that we will be better parents when the time is right, i really had to laugh. Yes i know we can be better in the way that we know not to hit our kids, how to talk to them e.t.c but jesus, it must be hard raising us miserable bastards lol (excuse my language). i mean, this thread just proves how many of us are unhappy about various problems and sure that is ok (not that people should be unhappy). Our parents do not know what to do with us. What to say with out us biting their heads off or thinking them nosy lol.

 

[RanD00M]

My regular life causes me depression and i often just can´t cope with it.

 

[RanD00M]

Who might the residant psycho be that I have to not annoy?

Maxy boy.Just make sure not to piss him off.He will kill your face.

 

[DemonicVixen]

SNip

Well! You'll see his posts soon enough, everyone builds his reputation up.

The dreaded, MAXTHEREAPER

*sigh of relief* oh him. I've already come up against him in a previous thread (at least i think i did. I know i have seen his name in my threads lol). I'm not scared of confrontation, i can justify my actions and if i am wrong i shall put it right. I have noticed some mods being a bit harsh with some of people's posts on other threads such as on the 'what would you kill for?' thread someone put "a tasty muffin!" sorry but that thread was asking for it. I found them only being silly. Someone else put "a girlfriend!" Well, if the muffin guy can get bollocked for his post why not for this one? I can see two sides to this post. A) he would kill someone to get a girlfriend which is silly or B) he would kill for his girlfriend if she was in danger or something.

Either way... Some people can be a bit over-the-top with punishments or sarcasm.

 

[Wadders]

I dont think I've ever been depressed, but I do occasionally get bouts of melancholy, but nothing that can't be solved with some decent tunes, a few beers and some mates
I guess I just haven't really had anything to be depressed about. Yet.

 

[EMFCRACKSHOT]

I dont know why, but i just go through random bouts of depression. Sometimes it gets really bad and i start thinking about killing myself. Not that long ago (early september) i actually tried. Luckily i failed. I still dont know why. And i only told one other person, she was a very good friend but after i tried to talk to her about it she won't talk to me anymore and looks at me as if i'm crazy. I think its because a lot of the time i just feel completely alone.
The thing is, until about december last year this hadn't bothered me for years. And a lot of the time i get randomly depressed when i dont feel alone. One moment i'll be sat down eating lunch with my friends, laughing my arse off at something and the next i just get really depressed and have to go off somewhare to be alone. Sometimes it makes me feel better just to be on my own. Wierd eh?

 

[Berethond]

Snhappy snip snap

Well that's symbolism!

You'll fit right in, just don't annoy the resident phsyco!

*gasp* Who might that be? You know, just incase I do say something stupid (like I love you...lol sorry I just had to do that song lyric when i said that)

Seriously though, who might the residant psycho be that I have to not annoy?

Me.
Seriously.
Don't make me mad.

 

[King of the N00bs]

my anger depresses me,so does my past problem with socialising with others....i dont want to be alone...(whimper)...fortunately i suppress anger enough to not have a huge problem and the only reason that i didnt make many friends in my past was because my teachers always canceled my fucking playtime so that i could improve my fucking math skills... i hate gym class...its filled with douchebags that always get the attention from their peers...and im the kid that just stands back and wishes that he had some fucking respect from his peers when he knows he deserves it...at least my family acknowledges me *sigh*

oh god i just made myself seem totally selfish

 

[chiggerwood]

My 9 1/2 years of depression stemmed from mental trauma from when I was a kid (I won't get into my life story, because you would not believe it.) I had suicidal thoughts, I wanted to die, and I held a razor blade to my wrist, but, I never attempted because of my thoughts would always turn to my mom, but I was still massively depressed, and wanted to die, so the way I coped was; I would help others, cook, build things, basically anything that would give me a sense of accomplishment. then a couple of years ago it came to a head. I broke down. Me and my mom talked; I cried and she helped me pull my self up.

Then about a year later I was taking a photography course, and my teacher kicked me into an emotional rock bottom (that woman hated me, I'm not kidding.) I stayed there for about 3 months. Then I stopped attending her class, pulled myself up and crawled out of that hole on my own strength. Now it doesn't matter what somebody does to me. I'm not bothered by it. Really I'm glad I went through those years of depression, and hit an emotional rock bottom. It made me a tougher person, because now I'm bulletproof.

 

[WolfMage]

I... Can't really tell you all why I'm depressed, other than the classic standby of mine, which is that the love of my life doesn't love me. There's more, but it's too personal. To get it, you'd have to know me.
I just feel so alone. I have 3 friends, and only one of them I can talk with about this. My parents can't know, so they can't help.
I'm usually sorta depressed, but this time it's for real, full-on.
Why...