I draw, but im shy about drawing in public. and even then, it takes over 4 hours to draw something that's seen as low-par. it felt good actually drawing something once but i was just disheartened because on places like tumblr, people only favourited it because they're scraping bots who add specifically tagged stuff. on deviantart, you're just going to be passed over by everyone. there's just no way of getting imput from figurehead artists of some genre to notice, leading to people just doing low effort stuff like recoloring sonic sprites and getting 10's of favourites. whilst stuff that's actually drawn is going to get 0 favourites yet 100~ views and 2 downloads.
It's just stuff that's considered NSFW due to situations/genre, but is barely passable in any capability. it's disheartening to see someone livestream and get their framework done in like 5 minutes and getting a whole picture done in under an hour. no one is going to care about a person's writing unless they hook people in with good art, otherwise it'll just turn into long-winded "talkie" stories. the ratio of writers to good artists is probably like 100/1. -,-
You go through a whole picture for days and it looks like junk, lines looks bad, color looks worse, there's just no way for someone new to get in a circle since everyone who's good is a figurehead. otherwise you have to ride on new trends like "the latest anime", "the latest game" or "see who can draw smut of a new Pokemon that just got revealed 1 minute ago first". there's probably lots of artists that got popular just because of Gravity Falls/Avatar/MLP/Undertale alone.
Heck, sometimes i go on people's galleries and look at the oldest stuff they have....it's bad that they're good even 10 years ago!