T8B95 said:
How come I'm the first one to use this?
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Alright, someone else was chewing at the bit to post that scene! Woohoo!
Hurray for small pleasures, I guess.
Seriously, though, I'm not so much afraid of death as I'm afraid of fading away in the memories and overall consciousness of my friends and loved ones. I'd like to think I'll have at least achieved a few things in life, before taking a bow.
As for what I factually believe... I honestly don't know. Spiritually, I'm absolutely fucking confused. I've got my long moments of convinced atheism, with occasional shifts towards agnosticism. I just don't think about it, most of the time. What's really put a dent in my atheism is my dog's death. I loved him so much. He's the first person (yes, person), which I've ever seriously grieved for. I'm not saying I'm a Rainbow Bridge subscriber, but I do like to think that somehow, somewhere, someday - I'll get to see Whiskey again. Or, well, that's when my bouts of agnosticism are pretty strong.
Then my mind kicks in and reminds me of how absolutely irrational all of this is. I then grudgingly shift back to atheism and a general disavowal of spiritual or Afterlife-related concepts, seeing as there's 99% chances that all of us will just turn to worm food.