The air directly in front of them ... no, not in front, behind. Beside. Around. It can't be explained. The air just opened up. As if there were a door in nothingness. As if air were solid and ... there are no words for it. The air opened. A Core appeared, huge and alien.
It's just an illusion. It isn't really there. This was beyond insane. This was a dream. This couldn't even be real. Nikolai was imagining it all. An Angel was searching for their souls. He felt as if he had been turned inside out. As if he had exploded into a thousand sparkling pieces. He was overwhelmed. His Ego was breaking down.
Images from the Angel. The steel-and-glass canyons of Tokyo-3. Villages at the edges of jungle rivers where the air reeked of the heavy perfume of a million flowers. Watched a rock concert in Rio de Janeiro, and a political meeting in Seoul, and a soccer game in Durban with it's wild screaming crowd, and an open-air market in the Philippines.
Ohotorael's images once more seemed to grow from deep within the mind. It was a wild swirl of humanity.
Ohoterael said.
<YOU HAVE ONLY COME INTO BEING BY ACCIDENT.
WE WILL CONTINUE TO COME FOR OUR SEED. THE THING YOU CALL NERV WILL TRY TO STOP US, BUT IT WILL FAIL. SOON, YOUR CITIES WILL BE EMPTY AND THE ONLY TRACE OF YOU WILL BE IN LILITH.>
"So you did this just to tell us we're dead meat?"
It was unbelievable. This thing was some kind of environmentalist.
It's like Noah's ark. The flood is coming. Load up the boat.
No. It's a zoo. That's what the Angel has for us - human beings in a zoo.
Ohotorael was not interested in what is fair. It's giving a choice that is no choice at all and will pretend it was a human decision. Realizing that made Piggy want to resist.
And yet... everything would be over. We could be normal kids. No more Nerv. No more Evangelions. Save myself. Save my family. What would they say, if they had a vote? His mom? She would never risk the lives of her children. She would vote yes. And his father? If we were all magically transported to a safe place together, and he had to explain what I had done? That Piggy had voted to save all of us and give up the fight? What would he think of that decision?
With a shock, he pictured nature films he had seen. One that showed environmentalists attempting to capture some tigers. They were trying to move the tigers to a game preserve. Tigers are extinct, but back then the humans were trying to save a few. But the animals had resisted. They had growled and fought and avoided the capture nets. Was that us? Are we being brave saying no? Or are we just being foolish, resisting someone who is trying to save us?
The Angel had said we would be with some of the people we were close to. Who? Who would be saved? Isn't it better to save some humans, rather than losing everyone?
But he remembered Mikhael Rev on the beach, looking up at the huge Evangelion from child eyes on the ground. What he had fought for.
One life.
Piggy was terrified. He had been afraid for his own life and the lives of my friends. Now, he felt a deeper fear- that of people whose decision will change history. His head was still swimming, the barriers of his soul weakening. He turned to the other pilots.
It's just an illusion. It isn't really there. This was beyond insane. This was a dream. This couldn't even be real. Nikolai was imagining it all. An Angel was searching for their souls. He felt as if he had been turned inside out. As if he had exploded into a thousand sparkling pieces. He was overwhelmed. His Ego was breaking down.
Images from the Angel. The steel-and-glass canyons of Tokyo-3. Villages at the edges of jungle rivers where the air reeked of the heavy perfume of a million flowers. Watched a rock concert in Rio de Janeiro, and a political meeting in Seoul, and a soccer game in Durban with it's wild screaming crowd, and an open-air market in the Philippines.
Ohotorael's images once more seemed to grow from deep within the mind. It was a wild swirl of humanity.
Ohoterael said.
<YOU HAVE ONLY COME INTO BEING BY ACCIDENT.
WE WILL CONTINUE TO COME FOR OUR SEED. THE THING YOU CALL NERV WILL TRY TO STOP US, BUT IT WILL FAIL. SOON, YOUR CITIES WILL BE EMPTY AND THE ONLY TRACE OF YOU WILL BE IN LILITH.>
"So you did this just to tell us we're dead meat?"
It was unbelievable. This thing was some kind of environmentalist.
It's like Noah's ark. The flood is coming. Load up the boat.
No. It's a zoo. That's what the Angel has for us - human beings in a zoo.
Ohotorael was not interested in what is fair. It's giving a choice that is no choice at all and will pretend it was a human decision. Realizing that made Piggy want to resist.
And yet... everything would be over. We could be normal kids. No more Nerv. No more Evangelions. Save myself. Save my family. What would they say, if they had a vote? His mom? She would never risk the lives of her children. She would vote yes. And his father? If we were all magically transported to a safe place together, and he had to explain what I had done? That Piggy had voted to save all of us and give up the fight? What would he think of that decision?
With a shock, he pictured nature films he had seen. One that showed environmentalists attempting to capture some tigers. They were trying to move the tigers to a game preserve. Tigers are extinct, but back then the humans were trying to save a few. But the animals had resisted. They had growled and fought and avoided the capture nets. Was that us? Are we being brave saying no? Or are we just being foolish, resisting someone who is trying to save us?
The Angel had said we would be with some of the people we were close to. Who? Who would be saved? Isn't it better to save some humans, rather than losing everyone?
But he remembered Mikhael Rev on the beach, looking up at the huge Evangelion from child eyes on the ground. What he had fought for.
One life.
Piggy was terrified. He had been afraid for his own life and the lives of my friends. Now, he felt a deeper fear- that of people whose decision will change history. His head was still swimming, the barriers of his soul weakening. He turned to the other pilots.
An Angel contacts the Eva pilots with an offer: Let it into Nerv when it comes, sacrificing the majority of the human race to allow a fraction to colonize another planet. The pilots have to vote yes or no, and only have a short time to decide before they LCL or the Angel damages them psychologically.