Alexander drove down the road, weaving between cars, getting a feel for the road and his new moped. Piggy had given him a call, reminding him that their plan was soon gonna be set in motion. Alexander simply said, "Yes, yes, I'll be ready" and drove down to the shop to meet Addison. He wanted to get back at NERV, but honestly didn't care that much for their plan, if there was one at all. He ignored his own musings on getting to the computer and simply worried about driving. Then Samuel floated p alongside him and filled Alexander's head with more thoughts.
"So, what do you plan to do once you meet up with her?"
"I honestly don't know. I was sorta hoping it would come to me."
"Oh great, you're practically about to proclaim your undying affection to a girl but have absolutely no idea about how to do it. Gosh, if this is how the men in our family address the opposite sex, it makes me wonder how dad ended up with mom."
Alexander ignored Samuel's minor mocking and continued to drive. Though he tried not to think it, he felt that his brother had a good point. What was he gonna do. He felt the box and strange bag slap against his thigh while he drove over a few bumps.
"And then there's that. Alexander, I know you're trying to be nice and all, but with those things you made, she might think you're trying to 'buy' her."
"Castor, I simply noticed that her parkour could cause a few issues, so I made a few things to help her out."
"I don't think she'll see it that way and I don't believe she'll take it. Maybe she'll see the thought behind it, maybe accept the gift simply to be polite, but I honestly doubt that. One, because shes humble. Two, shes independent. And three, because shes kinda apathetic to pretty much everything."
Alexander knew Samuel was pretty right. But the apathy part was kinda bugging him. She would smile as any normal person would, she would follow along with the Rev's and his joking, nicely listening to boys being the obnoxious creatures they are, but she typically kept her reaction to everything at a base line level. Plenty would call it self control, but something was off about it. Nothing really phased her except for that one time a few weeks back when he slightly criticized her plan which helped defeat the first angel. She hadn't shown it, but after remembering her slight body movements after he'd said it, Alexander realized he may have really hurt her. Was she trying to keep herself from letting things get the better of her? Alexander didn't know. He wondered what she actually thought of him, and if she did want to go anywhere with him, whether or not she'd be with him because she honestly liked him or because she didn't see any harm in it.
"And then there's the scattered-ness, that thing you're trying to ignore about her. You feel it, you know something isn't right with her, and that it's more than just something on the surface. It probably doesn't matter, but it still bothers you. The fact you don't know much about your team bothers you. Chris, or 'Grim' died and you didn't know one damn thing about him aside from fact that he was a bit grumpy. You're worried that after all this, you guys will simply disperse and never see each other again. Or worse, that most of you will die without truly knowing each other. Pollux, I know you don't want Addison to simply walk by you the same way she walked right by Chris's body without even a glance, right?"
Samuel had said this with the greatest amount of care he could muster, to prevent himself from sounding like a jerk. He let the words sink into his brother, and slowly faded away.
Samuel said some pretty true things, things Alexander had been trying to ignore. He actually liked the team, flaws and all. If this all ended with them never speaking again and Alexander slowly slipping into schizophrenic insanity without anyone there to actually give a crap about him, he'd go insane just from the prospect alone. Truth was, Alexander didn't really have many friends. Most people at his dorm honestly thought he was just another smart kid being exploited with all the bills paid thanks to NERV. They were actually pretty right.
He rolled up to shop and parked his moped. Addison was reading a book, unable to see Alexander. He picked up the small box and strange bag and sat down at the table where Addison was sitting, and put his things on the ground next to his chair. She sensed the movement and looked up.
"Hey, Addison."
"So, what do you plan to do once you meet up with her?"
"I honestly don't know. I was sorta hoping it would come to me."
"Oh great, you're practically about to proclaim your undying affection to a girl but have absolutely no idea about how to do it. Gosh, if this is how the men in our family address the opposite sex, it makes me wonder how dad ended up with mom."
Alexander ignored Samuel's minor mocking and continued to drive. Though he tried not to think it, he felt that his brother had a good point. What was he gonna do. He felt the box and strange bag slap against his thigh while he drove over a few bumps.
"And then there's that. Alexander, I know you're trying to be nice and all, but with those things you made, she might think you're trying to 'buy' her."
"Castor, I simply noticed that her parkour could cause a few issues, so I made a few things to help her out."
"I don't think she'll see it that way and I don't believe she'll take it. Maybe she'll see the thought behind it, maybe accept the gift simply to be polite, but I honestly doubt that. One, because shes humble. Two, shes independent. And three, because shes kinda apathetic to pretty much everything."
Alexander knew Samuel was pretty right. But the apathy part was kinda bugging him. She would smile as any normal person would, she would follow along with the Rev's and his joking, nicely listening to boys being the obnoxious creatures they are, but she typically kept her reaction to everything at a base line level. Plenty would call it self control, but something was off about it. Nothing really phased her except for that one time a few weeks back when he slightly criticized her plan which helped defeat the first angel. She hadn't shown it, but after remembering her slight body movements after he'd said it, Alexander realized he may have really hurt her. Was she trying to keep herself from letting things get the better of her? Alexander didn't know. He wondered what she actually thought of him, and if she did want to go anywhere with him, whether or not she'd be with him because she honestly liked him or because she didn't see any harm in it.
"And then there's the scattered-ness, that thing you're trying to ignore about her. You feel it, you know something isn't right with her, and that it's more than just something on the surface. It probably doesn't matter, but it still bothers you. The fact you don't know much about your team bothers you. Chris, or 'Grim' died and you didn't know one damn thing about him aside from fact that he was a bit grumpy. You're worried that after all this, you guys will simply disperse and never see each other again. Or worse, that most of you will die without truly knowing each other. Pollux, I know you don't want Addison to simply walk by you the same way she walked right by Chris's body without even a glance, right?"
Samuel had said this with the greatest amount of care he could muster, to prevent himself from sounding like a jerk. He let the words sink into his brother, and slowly faded away.
Samuel said some pretty true things, things Alexander had been trying to ignore. He actually liked the team, flaws and all. If this all ended with them never speaking again and Alexander slowly slipping into schizophrenic insanity without anyone there to actually give a crap about him, he'd go insane just from the prospect alone. Truth was, Alexander didn't really have many friends. Most people at his dorm honestly thought he was just another smart kid being exploited with all the bills paid thanks to NERV. They were actually pretty right.
He rolled up to shop and parked his moped. Addison was reading a book, unable to see Alexander. He picked up the small box and strange bag and sat down at the table where Addison was sitting, and put his things on the ground next to his chair. She sensed the movement and looked up.
"Hey, Addison."
Samuel discusses how Alexander is gonna go about talking with Addison and feels the need address other issues Alexander is trying to ignore. Alexander finally meets up with Addison.