Have you ever considered suicide?
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Yes, in periods of time for the past 2 years or so. Even like 2 minutes ago, really..
I know it's not serious though, but it's annoying me now..
I know it's not serious though, but it's annoying me now..
Its the same with the handful of friends, problem is half of them go to another school, and the other half will be next year :/The_Puppy_Prince said:
Same with the thoughts thing, they gather quickly, espeically if theres none to talk to, and keep me from sleeping :/ I have found a recent solution, game unti I literally crash. Seriously, with my headset for audio, and a game like l4d or counter strike, it really works, its like the only time I can get immersed into games nowadays
Sure, I almost die in school or sleep in late, but at least Im not sad for most of the night.
I've thought about it a couple times here and there. But I usually knock that idea down before I even start planning. I've yet to find a good reason to do so that would outweigh the con of suicide (I'm no longer alive). So here I am.
Once.
When I got really freaked about thinking that nothing I could ever do would ever really change anything in the world. And all I did was trivial. Then then the woman who I am currently dating (and really happy with) came back into the room and remembered that I asked her out. And although it seems rather cliché or a bit romantic is was remeasuring to know that I could do something and for it to have immediate effects. It was a really scary and frantic moment and passed in a minute.
When I got really freaked about thinking that nothing I could ever do would ever really change anything in the world. And all I did was trivial. Then then the woman who I am currently dating (and really happy with) came back into the room and remembered that I asked her out. And although it seems rather cliché or a bit romantic is was remeasuring to know that I could do something and for it to have immediate effects. It was a really scary and frantic moment and passed in a minute.
Yea,thats what ive been pretty much doing lately,LightningBanks said:
now more since ive downloaded a few mmo's for my itouch so ill have a distraction with me
And when i say a handful of friends,im not undermining it,i truly mean a handful
way to much over the last 5 years, but every time I end up remembering that there are people who do care for me and it would be selfish to to throw away my life and hurt them
The_Puppy_Prince said:
I use to do that but you feel like crap most of the time only for a few moments of bliss right as your head hits the pillow, Affter being up as long as you can over weeks,mounths hell years even. Sooner or later you get over it relised the only way it will go away is if you face up to the things that keep you up or just weather the storm.
oh and tea and noodles at 4am HEAVEN
oh and I agree with at night you dont have any thing to destract you.
just you and your thoughts... muhahah
LolTriggerOnly said:
Yea your pretty much right
It does eventually go away
But some things dont :l
I've never been suicidal myself - my disposition and principals really don't allow for it. I have been in moods where I felt indifferent to death, but never one where I felt I had to end it for some reason.
That said, I've talked at least 3 separate friends out of suicide when they were ready to commit the act immediately. I wouldn't necessarily say there is a single way to convince everyone not to do it - but personally I generally take the absurdist outlook (Life is not meaningless but absurd, you can live in spite of this and rise above the situation).
That said, I've talked at least 3 separate friends out of suicide when they were ready to commit the act immediately. I wouldn't necessarily say there is a single way to convince everyone not to do it - but personally I generally take the absurdist outlook (Life is not meaningless but absurd, you can live in spite of this and rise above the situation).
Well I think several people have thought about how they would or what it would be like if they did, but that's not the same as "considering" it. It's just some dark corner of your mind contemplating possibilities.
To that end, I've considered how it could happen should I choose to, but I've never intended to take action in that way. As bad as things can get, there's always a balance: If things are terrible, you do what you can and wait for the good that will inevitably balance it. I'm not a religious person, but a balanced world seems to fit both philosophical and (loose) scientific reasoning to me. Law of Averages, eh?
To that end, I've considered how it could happen should I choose to, but I've never intended to take action in that way. As bad as things can get, there's always a balance: If things are terrible, you do what you can and wait for the good that will inevitably balance it. I'm not a religious person, but a balanced world seems to fit both philosophical and (loose) scientific reasoning to me. Law of Averages, eh?
I contemplated it, but never attempted it. Thankfully life improved over time for me and I'm really glad that it did, or I may have gone through with it.
I have, but I realize that many problems are temporary; in the future they are over.
But then there are permanent problems. I wouldn't think twice about death if I became a cripple or if I had to have a colonectomy and spend my life pooping out my stomach into a bag.
But then there are permanent problems. I wouldn't think twice about death if I became a cripple or if I had to have a colonectomy and spend my life pooping out my stomach into a bag.
i have contemplated it many times (i intentionally cut my hand once, but it really fucking hurt, so i nipped that in the bud) but i come to the conclusion that it isn't worth commiting suicide unless you are responsible for the deaths of 15 people. Only up to 13 for now (kidding, kidding.)