The explosion kills me, I respawn
"WHY!!!!"
I get back to my SUV replace the windshield, and rebuild my suit over the course of the hour, all the components, all of them, including the trench coat, and the carapace, and the additions, the blade dock, the bandolier, the holster, all of it, I link it to the car again, and the radio station, I place an EM shield in it to block that command from working again, I restock it's chem reserves and park my SUV in the makeshift garage in my radio station, I then get back to work configuring everything again my suit, the radio, the sword, etc.
after its done being configured I repaint it, thats when I find the bug that allowed the command to work... I remove it and all of it's traces and destroy them...
over the radio "Why'd you do that? Was that Diane or Zombie?"