Arutha, december 1st 2007
You are not "a cut up, one eyed freak"
What you did was AMAZING! There are not one in a million who would do what you did and people will never stop being amazed by it, by the same token however, people will always be scared of your face. Ignore them, they dont know what happened so why care.
Also, Tammy? The really shy girl you saved? The one that visits everyday but does not really talk much? She brought new flowers everyday while you were unconscious? She is does not feel guilty or obliged too see you everyday cuz of your body, she loves you. When you finally get together you will find she is the best thing to ever happen to you.
The job thing... no, you can never do your dream job... you will find one that makes you happy, but you will never really get over it
Well... i only spoiled one thing, but until you and tammy start dating, you wont heal mentally, so ill save you a few years of mentally beating yourself up and resentment.
Love the older, less jaded Arutha.
Edit: btw, your keys will always be slightly to your right, always ;p