Most Embarrassing Thing About Yourself

[Stormz]

I really suck at math. I need a calculator to do most math accurately. I somewhat blame the way I was taught math in school... though it's better than nothing. It's just that after learning the basics everything from grade five and up was done with a calculator. Sure there were some questions along the way that said, "Hey don't use a calc for this one use your mind!" but you're a kid and you just want to get through your homework quickly. Thus, I failed my grade nine and recently my grade eleven math course.

So... yeah. I feel utmost embarrassment about my math skills.

Same here. Math is my worst subject. I even have trouble with some basic math. I just can't get it. I know it's probably me limiting myself because I always say I suck at math and will never be able to do it, but I can't bring myself to take the time to learn it. It's the most boring thing in the entire world.

 

[Nukarama]

I tend to file people on this site by avatar instead of name. Also I have odd feelings of morality towards npcs in video games, such as when I was playing an evil bastard in ME2 and saved a dying salarian who was coughing up blood. And to top it off I think I might technically have multiple personality disorder. They don't take over or anything it's more like the angel and devil on peoples shoulders in cartoons, one has feelings and the other is detached and logical. 0_o

 

[T-Bone24]

I'm embarrassed of my extreme social awkwardness. If it's not necessary to work with or talk to others, I get very nervous and paranoid around other people. Walking down the street to the shops for some bread just makes me very nervous and fidgety. I feel like people are watching me, and it only gets worse on the bus or anywhere else. I hate that I'm so awkward.

So I guess I'm embarrassed that I get embarrassed.

 

[Blue Musician]

Also that I am a misanthrope. And that I have been sexually perverted twice while I was a kid, once when I had 5 and when I had twelve. And I am male and I was perverted by another guy.

So, yeah. I hate people, and if you noticed nearly everything I have mentioned is actually related into why...

That's fucked up man, I know this means pretty much nothing but I'm genuinely sorry that your childhood had to be destroyed like that. If it means anything *pats* and would you like to go hunting? (Not for animals)

*Gives Shotgun*

It does means something to me, I normally do not speak about this, so not so many people know about this...

Thanks...

 

[Gigano]

Indeed, it is far more pedophilic than you once thought it seems, but I still don't think that someone who likes loli means they want to go out and rape kids.

Same with certain fetishes like futanari (anime chicks with dicks). Just because you like that doesn't mean you like hermaphrodites.

As I stated before, the majority of hentai in general seems to be made up of rape fantasies. Not just loli. Go onto any anime porn website and I'll guarantee that most of what you'll find consists of tentacle rape or some other form of rape. It seems to be an ongoing theme in hentai along with lolicon and incest. Japan's weird like that

And no, I don't think it should be outlawed either. It's only a drawing. But many have stated that it is "gateway porn" if you will. By which I mean, it starts with loli then ends up with real pedophilic attractions. I can't say for sure whether or not this is true as I've yet to encounter any studies pro or against the subject but it is an interesting topic to me.

Like I said though, I really only enjoy things that fall under the "happy sex" category, which is partially why I hate real porn as it's all just too fake or seems non consensual to me.

Hmm, seems I've only brushed the surface of the hentai scene.

As for being "Gateway porn", as long as there isn't any credible scientific suggestions of that being true, I wouldn't consider it a valid argument against it legality-wise. Like people, interests should be "innocent" until proven otherwise beyond reasonable doubt. Otherwise a lot of things could be outlawed (the internet, for a start...).

I agree that it's unlikely that merely enjoying lolicon, especially the consensual non-superiority/force kind, would make anyone more at risk of offending in real life. That kind at least would still seem quite removed from the real world scenario.

I also sought out hentai after tiring of the insensitiveness and exploitative feeling of the regular kind. Though I've stuck to what is available at regular sites, which doesn't include the extremes you describe.

No need to apologize for that. I've been mixed up before like that.

And yes, I do agree with that statement that the visual stimulus of loli porn triggers a different part of the brain than, say real child pornography. Though as I said, many of it is rape themed and explicitly targeted towards a child loving perversion. Though considering no studies have been done before, I can only speak from past experience in saying, I don't think there's a connection between real CP and loli.

Though if you read the extremely disturbing comments left on loli "art" you will see people really are that sick and do wish to rape kids or at the very least view it. An example of which would be on a hentai image of a girl who is apparently around the age of 5 being brutally raped (I can't understand how anyone likes that) someone said "If only it was a real little girl" and it's only worsened by the fact that it had been voted as a good comment 17 times.

People can be sick.

Well, that others have mistaken you hardly justifies me doing the same ;-)

Seems "lolicon" as a genre isn't necessarily paedophilic, though much of what's available apparently is (due to being laid out in that way as well as containing other genres). That would of course affect the general image of the concept.

The example absolutely horrifies me as well as you. I can understand why even consensual "happy" lolicon with non-specified characters would be abhorred as sheer paedophilia if it's kept at websites which also feature such content and comments. How on earth did you ever come across such an abomination?

 

[Marik2]

Im really embarssed that I actually like this show

Spoiler

I LOVE TOTALLY SPIES! That show is kick ass. Don't feel the shame, bro!

Its just that I sorta find the cast of girls so...materialistic and superficial and I dont like that in a women

 

[Woodsey]

I also have several hilariously disturbing fetishes.

...

You like that thing with the hammers too?

Thanks to you i will not sleep tonight... I thought i had forgotten about that movie! Curse you!!!! time for payback!

1 guy 1 screwdriver... 2 guys one stump... some more sick stuff...

Whilst I've had the misfortune to witness 1 guy 1 screwdriver, the others I can't say I'm familiar with. And I came up with the hammers thing as a joke, I don't even know what you're talking about!

 

[gristledemon]

wow um lets see.......
this is all personal opinion.
my eyes, my hair , my face, my hair, my height, my weight, i'm basicly embarressed all the time for no reason. i wish i had blue eyes... i have no idea why but i do... other people like mine cus thye change color but i would rather have blues eyes ahaha. i dont like my face... in any way. i hate pictures being taken of me cus they are all horrible. i dont hate my hair color... fairly bland but whatever... i hate for fast my hair grows, especially my face fur, makes me feel like a hill beast oh and hairy feet too which i can use to throw rocks farther then most of my friends can with their arms hahaha they are great for climbing tho.
height.. i am 6 feet but feel super short around my friends. i look fat no matter what i do, this is entirely in my head as i am very underweight.
some random ones: i get embarressed for actors as well as the character they play (meet the parents is almost unwatchable for me), i'm covered in scars so i used to hate taking off my cloths for any reason ahaha so i even wore a shirt swimming alot. i will rant about nearly anything but i only find it embarrissing when i realise the person(s) i am ranting at dont have a clue what i'm talking about.
aahah i'm sure by the end of the day i will hve doen somethign embassirring.

my quote does not work.

sageoftruth "When walking outside and no one is looking, I break into a ninja run. Also, when I'm holding anything with a handle and no one is looking, I engage in swordplay." why is that embarrissing? do you also fly into leaping rolls for no reason whatsoever?

curlyhaireddemon "No matter what I do (makeup, haircuts, gravity-defying undergarments, the works!) , I can't shake my mannish looks..."
the escapist calling you a "paperboy" does not help i bet.....

thenumberthirteen "I still have my stuffed toys from when I was small. I just can't stand to throw them away or give them to someone else." not stuffed toys but I am something of a hoarder.....old toys, books, gems, comics, candles, movies, weapons/armor, assorted figurines, anything cool or random i like....
I also tend to wear cloths till they literally fall off me. when i was 17 my mom tried to get me to stop wearing my fav hoody by getting me another just like it..... which i never wore.


PS to the math impared people....everyone finds something in school to freak out about... my lil sis called me the other week in tears cus she got her first "B". I can not spell 1/10th of the words I know... now thats embarrassing.

wow this post is gettign big i'm gonna end it here and add soem mroe pain and horror later
TTFN

 

[Marik2]

Im really embarssed that I actually like this show

Spoiler

I LOVE TOTALLY SPIES! That show is kick ass. Don't feel the shame, bro!

Its just that I sorta find the cast of girls so...materialistic and superficial and I dont like that in a women

Ah, yeah, in real life those kinds of people are terribad. But it's cool for cartoon land as far as I'm concerned. Sign me up I wanna be a WOOHP agent! Ahaha.

LOL

True and the only reason why I watch it is cuz of Alex since I sorta have a crush on her

 

[Nukarama]

I also have several hilariously disturbing fetishes.

...

You like that thing with the hammers too?

Thanks to you i will not sleep tonight... I thought i had forgotten about that movie! Curse you!!!! time for payback!

1 guy 1 screwdriver... 2 guys one stump... some more sick stuff...

Whilst I've had the misfortune to witness 1 guy 1 screwdriver, the others I can't say I'm familiar with. And I came up with the hammers thing as a joke, I don't even know what you're talking about!

You just gave me the worst mental image ever. *hides in corner and trembles*

 

[Shippy]

The example absolutely horrifies me as well as you. I can understand why even consensual "happy" lolicon with non-specified characters would be abhorred as sheer paedophilia if it's kept at websites which also feature such content and comments. How on earth did you ever come across such an abomination?

the internet is a strange place and a lot of those comment proooobably should be seen to be as fictional as the image

actually although i deeply love hentai and i find it to much less exploitative or emotionally disturbing as real porn (seriously i worry about those actors) there is one thing i dislike

too much rape

seriously it's everywhere

now i don't mind a rape fantasy or two in a mixed content magazine but seriously when half or more of the stories involves some aspect of "surprise sex" you have to worry about a medium

but if you mentally adjust your sights and see it all as just some form of control play it's not too bad ... although there are some nasty examples that linger on the bad sides... but for me those ones end up in the bin

it's a wierd aspect of the medium where so many of the stories involve one of the characters being coerced into sex but for some reason ends up liking it

if it were depicted in a more realistic fashion i'd be disturbed but i guess it an aspect of hentai

rather like you have cartoon violence which is not the same as violence you have cartoon sexuality which shouldn't be though of in the same terms as real sexuality

 

[gristledemon]

Edit: Oh! I remembered another thing. I didn't quite cry, but I was on the brink to, during the end of the next-to-last, and the last episode of Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood.

now my quote works
to this day i always cry when Optimus Prime dies in the transformers movie. its really weird cus otherwise it is nearly impossible to make me cry... i mean like funerals, sad movies, etc have no effect but when prime turns all grey.... makes me tear up just thinking about it

 

[Jedamethis]

I may have a crush on somebody on here, despite having only seen them for a a very short time.

...

*slowly back away*

I'm just being cautious, that's all

Sadly Hub, you're a man. Don't worry

And I'm a manly man at that!

YOU CAN'T RESIST MY CHARMS!

I can and will!
Mostly becase you're too tall!

You're manly men? o.o

I was invited into the Manly Men Men group!

Another little bit about me that I'm ashamed to admit is that I kinda like someone. Here. I've never seen them before, but I've talked to them and I've developed a bit of a crush on them.

Is it Teddy?

Why me?

Because you're purty.

 

[GrimTuesday]

Well I'm morbidly obese, never had a girlfriend (I'm 18), never kissed a girl, I remember everything which makes me come across as creepy, and I think I have a massive crush on this chick I've been talking to online from Indonesia for the last month. And most embarrassing of all is I had to shave off my sideburns. That was the saddest day of my life.