Whenever I spawnkill it is done unintentionally and as a matter of reflex - I see an enemy, I fire. Whenever I do so and notice so I feel the thing that I have never felt in any other situation in any other game at any other time: remorse.
That's right, I feel like a git whenever I spawnkill. When I noobtube or something it's usually in response to other noobtubers, and anyone killed in the process is merely a casualty of war, and not something to worry about. I do not mind being an arse when I plan to be an arse. When I'm an unintentional arse that's when I feel bad.
I feel like apologising to the person I've killed so rudely, if I didn't have my finely honed ignoring skills my time in the XBL community has given me prohibiting me from doing so. And so I just go on a killing spree and feel much better about it, being as much of an intentional arse as I wish.
So I say one thing to all those I've spawnkilled without meaning to, and hope that the spirit of the Escapist community will allow this message to spread to those people: sorry about that mate.
A lovely 1000th post I'd say.