I had suspected they would come for me... I was the closest, the easiest target. I had found Skye tangled up in her own bedsheets, obvious signs of suffocation present on her still, lifeless form. Telling the others had made me suspicious to them, even in the state of grief and shock I had been in. I remember the tears I had cried, tracing lines down my face that I never troubled to wipe away.
She and I had lived in the same building: I could have sneaked into her room at any time while she was asleep. I had ample opportunity. There were plenty of improvised weapons around the house, but the pillow was right there. I had means. The motive, though... that was what was missing. That was where the killer's attempt to frame me had erred.
The people were all blind to the truth. All of them. Even the ones who claimed they had not wanted to end my life. I didn't do it; I couldn't have done it. But they did not believe me. I resented their ignorance. That and my own failures. Failure to note the looks people gave, the hurriedly hushed discussions whenever I approached. Failure to time it right, failure to secure the building that one night. I failed, and now I have paid the price.
I don't know why I was out wandering the streets alone. In mourning, maybe, for the loss of a friend. It had only been a few days since I had... since I had found Skye. I had done her the kindness of sliding her eyelids over the twin orbs that cast their glassy, unseeing stare, but that was all I had done to change how I had seen her. I did not want to touch her after that. I remember watching the people take her away, covered by a plain shroud. My eyes felt like they had been burned, such were the tears I had cried that night and the many nights after. I had not slept in days: I was too afraid to do so. Too scared that someone would come for me in the way they had done for Skye.
Someone joined me, unfamiliar by sight given the darkness in which he stood. But I recognised the familiar voice. Neo. He spoke of the grief the town felt, and how it must have all come as an insane shock to me. I told him he had no idea. Just seeing the ruined body was... awful. Abhorrent. I explained as much, my voice deadpan as I gazed unseeingly at the ground below. A second joined the two of us, female this time judging by the silhouette cast by the streetlights. This voice, too, was one I knew well. Midknight. She claimed that the town was looking for a scapegoat, someone to take the fall.
I remember stopping in my tracks to look at the pair of them, noting their impassive expressions. "No... no, you c-c-can't do this. I... I'm not... I c-couldn't, I..." That was all I could say before natural instincts kicked in. I don't do well under pressure; I froze up, mouth clamped shut, eyes locked on my own two feet as I began to sob. Tears of panic, terror and grief, carving the rivers ever deeper into my face. I remember my hands starting to shake, and the side of my right eye twitching ever so slightly. I hate that, and want to get rid of it. I would not get the opportunity now.
My knees gave way, and I simply let myself fall, resting in a heap before the people I had called friends. As I curled into a ball, they began to speak again, taking turns to outline how they believed I had done it... but I could not speak to contradict them. My mind screamed that they were wrong, so very wrong. That they had accused the wrong person. But my body could not back it up. I could not bring myself to answer. My mouth would not let me.
I could not answer. Another of my many failures.
They picked me up, dusted me off, and Midknight took me by the arm as we walked again. The feeling of her arm entwined with mine was strange, as was the touch of her other hand on my shoulder. I do not know how they tolerated my cries of terror, nor the sniffling of my nose or the dragging of my feet. Midknight whispered words of comfort into my ear as we walked... I did not comprehend half of them. I did not know where we were going, but I remember the three of us entering a room, and I was helped into one of the plush leather chairs. I was given a glass of water, but as soon as I tried to raise it to my lips, I dropped it and spilled it all over myself. My hands were shaking too much to hold it properly.
It was becoming hard to breathe, and I made no effort to stem the flows from my eyes and nose, nor to stop my mouth from releasing inarticulate wails and moans of obvious distress. Why couldn't they see reason? Why couldn't they... why couldn't they see? Then I saw a third person join the group through my blurred vision. Another woman. Raising one arm before her, I could not make out what was in her hand. The woman spoke only two words to me:
"Rule Britannia."
A noise, a white light... and then, nothing. It was over. Fitting, really... for nothing is what they have gained from my death. I did not kill Skye. They were wrong. They had failed.
Just as I had failed.
[sub]Just as I had failed.[/sub]