Patricka moved toward the window. It was light out, the sun had newly risen and she hadnt slept for the past two nights. She felt a stinging pain in her eyes as she denied closing them, although that was exactly what every fiber in her body was demanding of her.
She performed a long blink, trying to divert her attention to the scarred land and the broken images that the sun brought forth.
It had been a tough week. Holed up in a barn, life and death situations and fear for her safety and the others was common, everyday glamour that she had to learn to enjoy.
She had taken this entire night shift of lookout duty. She just couldnt sleep. The simple fact of knowing what had happened to those people, the families... it was just too much for her to handle. It was tearing her up inside, piece by piece, morning by morning.
"We have to move north... it's the only way"
Patricka realized she had talked to herself. She felt like she was going crazy, she'd been all alone for all night... she talked to herself from time to time but during the course of this week she had engaged in self-conversation more often than she could count.
Someone was behind her, moving around.
"Hey, its nice to see you're up"
Pat said with a smile, hiding her feelings and fears, as she turned around to greet the first of the survivors to wake up. She had started to feel lonely.