I'm just sad to see one of my favorite reviewers on the internet tear himself apart like he is doing. Noah Antwiler needs a lot of help from a professional and I wish it didn't have to spiral out of control like this. Maybe he will get help, maybe he even actually does already. I don't know. I just see a man wrecked with depression destroying himself while others stand by or point fingers at him. I also see TGWTG worrying about income, as it is a business and those people need to make the money they do to continue providing us with content, and one of them reacting this violently to the fans that make them money is unacceptable.
And then it just gets difficult, as Spoony needs all the understanding he can get for his depression, but shouldn't have access to Twitter in the first place, the last thing he needed was a way to project his rage and sadness out to hundreds of thousands of people, while I find it rushed to fire him for being angry and irrational at fans. That's how you are when you are depressed, in the middle of a breakthrough and angry at yourself and everyone in the world, even trying to help will cause a backlash. And it doesn't even seem necessary, twitter is just a website. A website with huge user base and lots of impact online, but it's not like Spoony drove to the people he tweeted angry things at to punch them in the face. It was a sad, angry man lashing out and people wouldn't leave him alone. Which then shone a bad light on Channel Awesome... I wish live wasn't a freaking soap opera, I love the reviews on Channel Awesome, just as I watch Brad Jones website and the Spoony Experiment, it pains me to hear this, it really does. I want Spoony to do better, to return to pushing out videos regularly and loving his work, he is a talented reviewer that has some deep personal issues in need of resolving and I fear that it wasn't handled in a very nice way by Channel Awesome. It was handled professionally though, cut losses, ensure the website can continue without blemishes, which isn't really what I would have done.
ThePenguinKnight said:
You know what depression is and that it requires a lot of effort to work through it then. I agree that it's hard to continue following him when there is nothing to follow, but I don't want him to produce some halfway funny stuff and destroy himself even more. I rather he doesn't do anything online for half a year, shuts down his Twitter, facebook, website and what have you and goes into therapy.
That would be better than forcing him to do half-assed videos that aren't funny just because we fans want him on our screen. I want the Noah Antwiler that received an award for being funny, not a sad, haggart and depressed Spoony that is just raging at the camera because he is angry, not because it's funny.