Village - Day 14 - 11:25
Anik stayed quiet to the first thing, not knowing what to say.
As Timea explained the second thing, however, Anik got angry: "I don't want to stop all conflict. I know I can't. But you know how what you says does feel to me?
It does feel like all you said to me was a lie. Like I'm a part of life that forms groups, so I will be always fighting. So I might as well have stayed the person I was, so I did not have to feel things when fighting. Like I could not change, even if I wanted to. That I might not even try to not start a war where the possibilty of war might exist. Because it would be pointless.
That I might as well start wars to safe myself. ... That I might as well keep on killing. That trying to change is pointless. Or am I the exception? The only, single, human, who could change, if she would just stay out of civilization, and only hunt like you?
I don't get it. If I don't try to stop wars where I can, what am I better than a person who does kill multiple people herself?"
Having vented this out of her system, Anik stopped and sat herself down, not caring where it was. She sobbed quietly. "Damn this world. We did not even really have the chance to stop the war."